Sham's Diary

JIA LAT TIME

2010-06-06T09:15:00.003+08:00

Finally, the "first obstacle "has arrived!
Common test. I did not anticipate its arrival so soon. Everyone is knocking their heads against the wall. Not to worry peeps, it will be over so soon, you won't even realise it came by!
haha. I miss holidays. But, during holidays we have nothing to do !
I am confused whether to like them or not.

Due to financial difficulties, My darling Nureen who came by like an angel offered her student to me for tutoring. I am grateful dearie. Thanks:)
Hopefully, I should be stable by then. Well, things are going great. Missing my loved ones is not a feeling. BLT 21 is working their butts off!
KUDOS guys! all the way ok! don't give up:) we have each other's back yeah!
We had just completed out presentations. It was neither good or bad cos, we were all stunned at the way they marked us. WOAH. We really did not see that marking scheme coming!
LOL.
Anyways, it was our first attempt. We will do better for the next man. Yessah!

OK, off to common test preparation!
All the best peeps!

If you believe, all things are possible to him who believes. (Mark 9:23)

NEW Me!

2010-05-28T21:56:00.004+08:00

It has been ages since I updated my blog.
Hopefully, it didn't die.
I have plenty of good news and bad news.
On the top of the list is. . ( drum rolls..)
My new brace-less face!
Do tag to let me know if I look different.

Here comes the bad news. . .
Common test is finally here!
16th june 2010.
The days are getting shorter and shorter.
In the first few weeks of school, my mind was full of NP. I couldn't help but think about how my BMS and MBIO peers were doing in school. The thought of my lecturers lingered in my head.
Guess it took me 6 weeks to settle into NUH.
The love that I received from my BLT peers and NUH medical technologists was inevitably amazing!
All my girls. . Jeannie, Silvereen, Syafiqah, Cherie,Sheena, Rachel, Li Hua, Lyn Li, Hwee Min, Yi Yi.
They are so great to be with! I have never regretted coming to BLT. It was the 2nd best decision I've made in my LIFE.
Of course, DPA was the 1st best decision. LOL.

Not forgetting my sweethearts, James and Ling Yu. You are always on my mind. =)

Projects and tests are piling up my desk. I am grateful for the public holiday though.
It gave my mind and body some rest.

oohh ya!
Before I forget, the weight-losing battle for me is going to end soon! Now, I must think of ways to maintain before I bloat up again. Doubting that would ever happen. I've been through too much of pain to gain everything back. LOL. AIYA, I don't need to worry about that anymore. I'm a free and almost low-fat girl! Blending in feels so good lor! haha, but I must say it was a painful and rewarding journey. Thanks to Bavani and Ling Yu and James and everyone who never gave up on me! Your hope has brought forth the goodness in me!

Everyone is having common tests! So, do study hard and the success is all yours to keep!

Faith triumphs all trouble!

Adapt, Adapting, Adapted

2010-04-25T18:49:00.003+08:00

Things have changed.
I am still wondering if it is real.
Things are flying together with time. Did I say fly?
Yes, I did. Feeling a bit down these days. NO, I am not emo-ing and it is not pms.
Environmental factors can really influence you. It does in my case.
I really have nothing to write cos right now, my mind is blank. Correction, it is filled with blood specimen testing!
Finally, I found the moth balls to be placed in my locker! On friday, I have a practical exam worth 20%. *wipes forehead in fear*
Next Thursday, I am emceeing at the green mall at 7pm. Don't be late!:D

Update on body mass loss: Yeah, I just hit my __kg lost!:D amazing yeah. I am so glad.
Finally someone,* cough cough* you know who you are* cough cough*, can still say," wahhhh, you look so slim from afar when you walked. I thought you was wearing a tank top!". And, I was not wearing one lor!
Hahahaha. Don't worry my dear, I still have quite a distant way before I reach my optimum weight and appearance!:D No matter what, thank you for encouraging me. Love you:D

Oh man, Monday is here. Back to NUH. God, I pray that whatever I hear will stay in my brain and NEVER get out. Have a great week ahead.

P.S. I love NGEE ANN POLYTECHNIC!

BLT 21

2010-04-20T21:38:00.002+08:00

WOWOW!
guys let's just break things down now here ok.
Protocols.
Blood Samples.
Blood Donation.
BLOOD BANK
Department of Laboratory Medicine.
GOSH.

It is fun. But, protocols. Not so. . . .
Haemotology is cool!
If you think Np Labs were cool, wait till you see NUH LABS.
I think you will just FAINT!

For now, I am clearing up the mass. Work. School.Cca. NUH.
All will be done up by next week!:D

nooooooooooo!

2010-04-11T20:13:00.003+08:00

Oh no!
19th April is getting nearer. .
Why must this day come? I want my holidays! I so want it to be longer.
It is just not enough. It is just insufficient to accommodate all the activities I wanted to do!
Why? WHY?
*sways head in disagreement*
I miss those times in lecture. The times we spent talking rubbish and eating all the crap we can think of. All those times when we slept on each other's shoulder just to realize that the next lecturer is setting up the visualizer for the lessons to begin.
It has been a year.
It has flown so fast that we could not even stand and breathe the fresh air in NGEE ANN polytechnic.
Those were the beautiful times I want to keep reminiscing on. It has to be crazy enough to breeze through those times. Not forgetting DPA MOMENTS that are always on my mind. Those right things I did and the mistakes I committed. They always linger in my mind as memories. I can only kiss goodbye to the care-free life for 4 days. The 1 day of the week, I will get to experience everything all over again in NP! Thank God for the timetable in Yr 2 Sem 1. :D

Man, I will miss those days. . . . .
* nodding head in agreement*

It is going to be a busy busy week!!
Boat Asia 2010 is finally here!
15-18th April! I will be there!:D oh yeah! so you know where to find me!
Right here in Marina @Keppel Bay.
SEE YOU THERE!

Tongues-DAY

2010-04-08T18:31:00.003+08:00

I have a Big PHOBIA of kids from this day onwards.
Enormous, gigantic, huge, great phobia.
Especially Primary 2 children. They drive me up the wall. After a 2 1/2 hours of lessons non-stop of ENGLISH and MATHEMATICS, i just fainted. I was drained of all my energy.
I never want to go through that suffering ever again.
That was just PLAIN torture!

This week was pretty relaxed. I had fun hanging around at home. It was great catching up with my closed ones on what's in and out.
I was torn apart everywhere.
Looking forward to the reading to the kids programme at Ang Mo Kio CC soon!:D
Ha Ha Ha. =)

Good news!
I am removing my braces in MAY! OHHHH YYYAAAA!!!!COOL!

Miss Sharmilee says " If you have any questions, please feel free to ask."
Student asks, " Do you have a boyfriend?"
Miss Sharmilee said " What kind of a question is that?!"
Student replied " It is still a sentence with a question mark."
Miss Sharmilee" ???"

AMAZING sunday

2010-04-04T20:09:00.004+08:00

It was a great day actually.
Feeling so much better after having the feeling of going to puke any moment on saturday. Thank you so much for caring guys! It is going to be an amazing week ahead! Let's see. . .
Recruitment Drive plans are in the process.
Rotaract Bonding camp coming right up.
Holidays are coming to an end huh. . . so fast right? We are just 15 days away from starting school. I am unsure of whether to be excited that school is starting or to feel scared that it is starting. The fact is we have to face reality either way. So, rejoice in your happiness while you can. Make every second count. I know I have done that this holidays. These days were meaningful. Even thought I started off being busy like a bee, I slowed things down and caught hold of myself. The amazing part of the entire 7 weeks are the people who are part of it. They never fail to make you smile. They are standing by you. Looking at you and laughing along with you.

A friend is like a good chocolate who has no artificial ingredients but only quality ones. What an irony of me talking about chocolates when I cannot even smell them!

Good news: I LOST WEIGHT + BODY FAT %! It is significant but not too much and not too little. Thank God! Ha ha, hopefully, I constantly lose more this week as I sweat it off! Looking forward to the 2nd last wk of holidays:D Let's have fun in the sun!

Past = ??

2010-04-04T00:34:00.002+08:00

Read first.

When we first met I never felt something so strong
You were like my best friend
All wrapped in one with a ribbon on it
And all of a sudden you went and left
I didn't know how to follow
It's like a shock that spun me around
And now my heart's dead
I feel so empty and hollow

And I'll never give myself to another the way I gave it to you
You don't even recognize the ways you hurt me, do you?
It's gonna take a miracle to bring me back
And you're the one to blame
And now I feel like....oh!

You're the reason why I'm thinking
I don't wanna smoke on these cigarettes no more
I guess that's what I get for wishful thinking
Should've never let you enter my door

Next time you wanna go on and leave
I should just let you go on and do it
'Cause now I'm using like I bleed

Cause anytime that you needed me I'd be there

The only problem is that you was using me
In a different way than I was using you
But now that I know it's not meant to be
I gotta go, I gotta wean myself off of you

And I'll never give myself to another the way I gave it to you
You don't even recognize the ways you hurt me, do you?
It's gonna take a miracle to bring me back
And you're the one to blame
'Cause now I feel like....oh!

This saturated lyrics meant a million and one things, but, everyone has their own thoughts. I have my thoughts. What about you?

yessah!

2010-03-29T23:35:00.002+08:00

Oh yeah, finally I have landed on a event job!It is Boat Asia @ keppel bay. so you know where to find me ah! and, I heard that there will a lot of ANG MOH!! oh yeah!:D

Phew! finally, thank God for the JOB!:D
Oh yeah, meetings + gatherings coming up.
I thought dieting and sweating was hard. It isn't after reviewing my goal constantly!:D
I will never give up even thought I felt like I wanted to today!

Highlight of the day:
Jia Le says,"Hmm, the fats intake says 0 grams. so, you can drink. You won't get fat de. Haha."after looking at the chrysanthemum tea packet. Not to worry, I didn't drink it la. Please ain't risking anything!!

Don't you think that God is great? He shows you the world only to show you the TRUTH! Even though it might be shocking and unacceptable, I will swallow it down hard. . . :D HOPEFULLY, I AM READY FOR THE TRUTH!!

BLT 21: We are SK a.k.a Saikang warriors!!!

2010-03-28T20:47:00.009+08:00

It was amazing!:D
We spent 3 beautiful everlasting days together!
I loved every single moment.
There are only 11 of us! Can you believe, in a diploma, there are only 11 people?
HOW SPECIAL IS THAT? hahaha.
LOLS. well, the love of everyone just makes you feel so special.
I am thankful for God for being faithful to me and never giving up on me.
My class is amazing!:D They are so bonded and loving. Most of all , everyone is SMART!

Let's see what BLT has to offer other than having 14 credit modules!
We shall give it our best, right guys?!!

Woah, innovation week is catching up! Those interested in joining our IDEAWERKZ, do come down to the booth during the first week of school.

wooooo, "Remember me", it sounds soo romantic! yep yep, going to watch it with my babes!:D
Hey Robert Pattinson! Here I come!!:D

MONDAY- dark day

2010-03-23T00:05:00.003+08:00

It rained the entire day.
ENTIRE Day! Only when the sun started to set, it slowed down.
I spent 1/4 sleeping like a pig, 2/4 on watching HBO and 1/4 on teaching Jia Le. Buying him a doughnut placed a beautiful smile on his face. I smiled so brightly.

The next 1 and a half hrs were awesome. I loved it. He enjoyed what he was taught today even though he HATES 8 and 9 times table. Sometimes I think, if only boys were young forever and smiling always.
Why must they be sooooo mean and judge people by their looks? I know being dark coloured and fat makes matters worse for me. But, with constant facial visits, my skin should improve before my brother's engagement! Hopefully, I will prove all those people who looked down on me because of my weight that I can lose that fat cells too and get to a typically-sized skinny girl that can be found in Ngee Ann Polytechnic.

Laughing along with him made me feel so comfortable. I do not need to feel ashamed or humiliated in front of him cos, I know he accepts me for who I am. His teacher(me) is also a human being. He made his funny mistakes. I laughed as usual. Too bad he isn't 18 and above! hahah , he is only 8 la. . . He is sooo cute. He will always be like my child.

Wednesday is getting nearer! I will defintely post up pictures about the BLT 21 camp!!:D
I miss silver and jeannie and syaf ! Must catch up on our stories during the night!:D hahaha!

No- SUN DAY

2010-03-21T19:04:00.003+08:00

It has been pouring and pouring the entire day !
WOW, Kumon was tiring. We stayed in for quite long.

Lifegroup was great on friday! We are called Revive Lifegroup Group!
We are going to save lives! we are going to show everyone that you don't need to be rich or beautiful or handsome to be God's child. All you need is trust and faith for you will be saved:D

Next week is going to be great!
Apparently, I am hoping that some school will call me for relief teaching tomorrow. Since it is the first day after the holidays, regular teachers will be more than happy to take leave!
:D oohhh ya!

Let's see what does MONDAY have for me!:D

HAPPY/SAD DAY

2010-03-19T12:49:00.003+08:00

I am having mixed feelings now. I must be the 1st person on EARTH to start crying before the results are out! Lols.
It was great though. I got more that what I expected actually. Individually, I did not hit the one I wanted most badly. Nevertheless, it is all over. I truly thank GOD for his love and care. For all the nights I prayed and relied on Him. I feel so contented in His love. At the end of the day, it glorifies Him and only Him.

BINTAN camp was great! wowoowow! The TCP almost killed me, but, I survived it. Dr Hedy Goh and Mr Biller have been great teachers and inspiration to excel and achieve what we want in our lives!

The Paintball game was OFF THE HOOK! God knows where I shot the bullets. The holidays are half-way towards the end. All BLT 21 of the world re-unite on 24th march! oh yeah!

Great days are passing fast.
Inovation Week is coming up, so, grab your wireless headphones and come down to IDEAwerkz @25 to catch a movie and food and drinks are provided for FREE!!!

SORRY for the late post

2010-03-12T20:50:00.002+08:00

SORRY REALLY SORRY.
I was truly,truly busy. I finally got the time to blog.
Exams were over ages ago. Yes, I should have blogged earlier. I am glad to do it right now! My blog ain't dead yet. I must change my skin soon!

I managed to watch Alice in Wonderland and My name is Khan. I think graphics wise, Alice in Wonderlang hits its mark. I cannot believe I paid $11 to see it in 3D!
Nevermind, I shall just imagine I made some donation.
The hindi movie, I HAVE NO COMMENTS. That 3 hours, I could have spent sleeping. It almost put me to sleep by the time Shah Rukh Khan walks from one end of America to the other.

The Holidays are well spent at home so far. . . .I would call it a balance between work and home.
I think I need another Temporary Full Time Job. Kumon is going good. But, my pay is just a bit toooo low.
Nevermind, I shall be patient and await my increase.
I am spending my holidays resting and teaching. Yet to step into the GYM!!
Monday, I will be heading to BINTAN! woooo hoo!
It is a camp not a holiday PACKAGE!
I will be back on WEDNESDAY,17th march.

I made a good choice of not going back to NP for studying purposes just yet.
LOLS.
I cannot wait for NUH TO WELCOME ME! wooo hooo! hey HOT Doctors, here I come!

HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY! GONG XI FA CAI!

2010-02-14T19:14:00.004+08:00

What a weekend. I did most of the resting!
Time to get the engine running!
I've learned many new things.
I learned how people can contradict themselves.
For example, when someone tells you " I hate rihanna hair cuts", You go like" Oh I see.."
But, when a closed one of his does it, he doesn't care! How is that fair to the person who hears the comment!?

When you say you hate it, but your loved one is soon to be involved in what you hate, YOU DO NOT CARE!....How contradicting is this!?
WELL, it all struck me when I had found out some amazing truths!!

Well, at some point of time, you can't keep hiding and running from the truth..

Nevertheless, THINGS DO KEEP COMING!!
FEELING better after breaking the news.
Not to worry, I will definitely be coming back for IP interns and Rotract. So, ain't a problem!
KUMON has been my new hobby( job) for now. It is pretty tedious. It just takes time.
Exams are around the corner. In like 4 days, I will be writing my PAPER!
My final paper in NP! Can you believe that?

I've learned that ..(no offence) Boys do not drop out of the sky and what Ling Yu said was right... you would not like a boy who likes you! You would like someone who doesn't like you and you start falling in love....( Isn't that what the whole thing is called?)

I gave up over this things like ages ago. I know that there is one true love and all. I've heard the happily ever after story too many times till it has been proved wrong. Nevertheless, I know that my True Love is only God:Jesus Christ and nothing else will break the relationship I have with God.
God has been so faithful to me. He has never let me down. He is always there to lift me when I am down. He is so committed that I do not need anything else except His love because He gives in abundance.
Just the way, he gave me a beautiful CELL group. On the other hand, not for long, the age specific ministry is coming up!
It is so going to be awesome! Trust in Him and let Him do according to His plans. He knows our future way better than we do!
Amen.

overloaded!

2010-02-03T23:17:00.003+08:00

I think my blog died. But, for the beautiful souls who read it, it's for you!:)

The whole month has been so busy! I was so busy I couldn't even blog.
My schedule was... school>test>presentations>home>school>tuition>home>school.
It was crazy!
By the way. . .

Happy birthday to the JANUARY BABIES.

AND, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ANGELLA CHOW! THE GIRL WHO IS BORN ON THE SAME DATE AS ME!

It went on and on.It was only today that I got this distinct break. However, it is not TOTALLY over yet.
Next Tuesday, there will be a LAST MICROBIO QUIZ!
I just went through too many tests. I couldn't keep track!
I have been so thankful for people who helped me through this period.
Silvereen, Jeannie, Dorothy, Dr Lloyd, Miss De roo,Shi ting, Soon Keong and more that I can't remember now.
Utmost praises to My LORD who blesses abundantly.

I have 16 days to my first exam paper.
I am awaiting 25th february. Everything will be over. Just like that. Apparently, I am not looking forward too much to the holidays. Maybe, it's far. So, I still have time to attain the feeling of excitement towards the holidays.

Oh yes, KUMON has given me a new pathway to my income. I hope it works out. Let's see. . =)

Let's do it together! Let's work together to WIN THIS BATTLE! LET'S GO!

HAPPY DARLING!

2010-01-10T20:05:00.003+08:00

I AM SO HAPPY TO BE PART OF DPA!

The memories were just flowing back. Everything we went through, they(2010 dpa!) will be going through soon!
I had infinite amount of fun today!
Thank you NGEE ANN!
:)
Projects crashing! BOMB.
I will be missing classes. Thank God that Friday I have no school.
And, did i mention we are STAYING AT THE LOFT?????
HOW COOL IS THAT?

I really hope our juniors will enjoy and make beautiful friends they way we made!

Sometimes, not everything is win-lose. Not all the time you have to be a winner or a loser.
It truly takes sufficient amount of time to process before we react.
And, take 6 seconds before you respond to the situation rather than to trigger and react!
PAUSE.
THINK.
RESPOND.

I ain't a machine to delete everything.
I yearn for a DELETE button! If only our brain had filters!

I miss MINDWORKS!
It was so awesome!i feel so glad to have met Mr Kwek! I will pass him the photo tmrw!
=)

Good to do my projects now!
DPA CAMP UPDATES WILL BE UP SOON!

2010-01-07T23:35:00.002+08:00

ADAPTED FROM JEANNIE'S BLOG!! THANKS DARLING!

I confess that in 2009, I have...
( x) stayed single for the whole year
( ) made out in/on a car
( ) kissed in the snow
( ) celebrated Halloween
( ) kissed in the rain
(x) had your heart broken
( x) broke someone else’s heart
(x) had a stalker
(X) went over the minutes on your cell phone
(X) had a good relationship with someone
( ) someone questioned your sexual orientation
( ) gotten pregnant
( ) had an abortion
(X) had a relationship with someone you’ll never forget
(X) done something you’ve regretted
(X ) lost faith in love
( ) kissed under a mistletoe
OTHER
( ) painted a picture
( ) wrote a poem
(X ) ran a mile
( ) shopped at Hollister or Abercrombie and Fitch
(X) posted a blog
(X) listened to music you couldn’t stand
( ) went to a sleepover
( X) went camping
(x) threw a surprise party(ling yu's bday :D)
(X) laughed till you cried
( ) laughed till you peed in your pants
(X) visited a foreign country (MALAYSIA?)
(x) cut in a line of waiting people
(X) told someone you were busy when you weren’t
(X) partied to celebrate the new year
(X) cooked a disastrous meal
(X) lost something/someone important to you
In 2009 I…
(X) broke a promise
(X) lied
(x) cried over a broken heart
( X) disappointed someone close
(X) hid a secret
(X) pretended to be happy
(X) slept under the stars
( ) kept your new years resolution
(X) forgot your new years resolution
(X) met someone who changed your life
( ) met one of your idols
(X) changed your outlook on life
(X) sat home all day doing nothing
(X) pretended to be sick
(X) left the country
( X) almost died
(X) given up something important to you
( X) lost something expensive
(X) learned something new about yourself
(X) tried something you normally wouldn’t try and liked it
(X) made a change in your life
(X) found out who your true friends were
(X) met great people
(X) stayed up til sunrise
(X) cried over the silliest thing
(X ) was never home on weekends
( ) got into a car accident
(X) had friends who were drifting away from you
(X ) had someone close to you die
( ) had a high cell phone bill
( ) spent most of your money on food
( ) had a fist fight
( x) went to the beach with your bf/gf( DO JAMES AND LING YU COUNT?)
(X) saw a celebrity
(X) gotten sick
( ) liked more than 5 people at the same time
(X) became closer with a lot of people :D

Goodbye 2009, Hello 2010 :D

THANKS!!

2010-01-07T20:08:00.003+08:00

I have to definitely say THANKS AND A HUGE HUG TO
Jeannie Lee!!!!
Thank you soo much!
Thank you for your support and encouragement in everything.
I LOVE You!
Thanks to SILVEREEN TOO.
you have been with me through my ups and downs! Thank you!!

Just when I thought My life was gone, these beautiful people come into my life and save me from ALL TRAGEDIES!

Projects. I detest you. I hate you till I have to end up loving you cos, without you I have no marks!

I am crazy right now. really too high for NO REASON!
I KNOW ONE!
DPA CAMP!!!WOOOHOOO!!!
I CAN HEAR THE WORLD CLAPPING!

HOW AWESOME IS IT FOR ME TO GO!

Well, ROTRACT COMM results were expected though. I had a feeling i won't get in.
I knew it. I went there unprepared.
Well, I am still in the sub-comm. I am glad that I am in it! With awesome people in the board like Daren! Thank you so much for your support man! I appreciate it !

I am so happy that God has been with me through everything. He watched my every step. He guided me through. I could feel His holy spirit as I walk through the darkness. Lord, you're the greatest strength in me!
I am nothing without You!

Like A fire
Shut up in my bones
I want the world to know!

I DON'T WANT IT., BUT I HAVE TO.

2010-01-06T00:06:00.003+08:00

I did not want to blog. But, I needed some form of stress relief. I was expecting 2010 to start off smoothly. However, my life took a turn for the worst. Ever since school started, I have had bombs after bombs.
Common test result was so mediocre. And, after which came the project deadlines.
To top things off, MYCOLOGY TEST. amazing huh my life?
1. IPC project
2.MB project
3.Math project
4.Math tutorial
5. MOL
6.Mycology test
7.DPA CAMP
8. Np Open house
Just when I thought things were going great, I didn't expect these at all! Truly. I have to make decisions. To trump some decisions, I make more decisions. In the end, I have to give and take.
ALL IN THE EFFORT TO MAKE TIME.

Why does everything have to come one shot? Like totally the month of JAN IS SOOO BUSY!

happy new year!

2010-01-03T22:26:00.003+08:00

Woooahh! 2010 IS HERE !!
WOAH!
SO AWESOME!
It was great year.
2009 had loads of memories.
I did have my fair share of up and downs.
However, I think that the year did run along fast.
It was the most impactful year!
so many beautiful things happened!
DPA! BEST THING THAT EVER HAPPENED TO ME.
THE MOMENT I ENTERED NGEE ANN POLY, MY WORLD CHANGED FOR THE BETTER!
It was brilliant.
I am running out of adjectives to describe!

Before my year ended, I met IP INTERNS. THEY ARE THE SMALL AND LOVING FAMILY I NEVER WANT TO LEAVE!
They are so crazy la!
LOL
haha!
School is starting tomorrow. Whether it is good or bad, I want to be able to embrace the moment.

The Lord is going to bless his children. I am sure He pours abundantly.
He has done things beyond imagination!
I leave everything to His hands. I've learned to not worry anymore!

2009-12-29T12:55:00.010+08:00

X'mas was awesome!

Tiring but great.
Hope you guys enjoyed.
I know it took me ages to update!
Busy ma!

Preparing for school.
I sound crazy but, I rather go to school then, stay at home!
I am so bored to death.

Here are some memories of X'mas with my loved ones!

ANDREW IS OPENING THE BOTTLE.

PRAMILLA AND ME :D

VENU,THANU,MAY,PRIYA

jEW yEN, XIU ZHEN,MAY,SHAR

THE BEAUTIFUL LOG CAKE! DELICIOUS!

BAVANI AND ME! I LOVE YOU!

ME AND NURUL AIN
* This is one of the first few photos of the day. So, I look better . ha ha!

Thank you sooo much for sharing the JOY with me. LOVE you'll!!!!

Now, after all this is over, it's time to focus. Life has to go back to its normal pace.
Looking forward to the NEW YEAR'S PARTY!

P.S. Realised how lame my label was for the last post.
I admit. I can be pretty lame!

Merry X'mas and a Happy new year!

2009-12-25T13:30:00.002+08:00

WE WISH YOU A MERRY X'MAS AND A HAPPY NEW YEAR!
Ho, Ho, Ho!
LOL
HA HA.
Busy week!
Highlight: IP INTERNS!
WE RULE!
The lovely family!

SO excited !

X'mas gathering.
Hope it goes well.
Didn't plan much.
Realized that when I plan too much, it all goes down the drain.
Got hurt a few times. Ain't going down that road again.
LOL.

It's going to be so much fun!
:D
Like i always say, expect the UNEXPECTED!
:):)

ALL WORRIES ARE OVER!!

2009-12-18T22:11:00.004+08:00

FINALLY, everything has come to a halt!
Man, we have been working like nobody's business!
It has beeeeeen ages since I blogged.
After Physio paper, we all headed to ORCHARD,BABY!
It was great! we shopped till my ankle hurt like mad.
New shoes, new clothes. I realised we all didn't have the power to control! Hope we do not go bankrupt.

It is sooOOO great to be with people I LOVE!!!!
All tests are over! i am just going to wait for the bomb on 4TH JAN. OMG. so scary!!!
Feb, it's going to be A KILLER!
UPDATE:
-CJ IS IN CHINA!
-Alot of people are going korea!
-X'MAS ! 25th dec!
-Ling yu's BIRTHDAY!
-IP camp

So many things to be done!
wow! wow wow! So high!!!!
i will be more than happy to blog almost everyday!

BMS OR BLT? YOU MAKE A CHOICE.

2009-12-01T23:17:00.003+08:00

Today's Lunch At pizza hut was a ride down an annoying roller coaster ride!
We got our lunch for FREE.
technically, only mine and mariz lunch was free.
Willa, Mariz and Bob did not have their orders consumed.
This was my first experience eating for free, man! Wah seh!

The talk today was really confusing the nuts outta me.
I was extremely confused to the max!
The experience was pretty intimidating!
Yeah, but BLT IS JUST WAY TOO EARLY !!

Microbio logbook takes a million years to be done!
Finally, the whole worry was waxed down after physio lecture.
SIGHS.
Life is just getting interestingly boring?!

HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY AMANDA WEE!

2009-11-30T23:14:00.004+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY DEAREST AMANDA WEE!
May God bless with all your needs.
Be happy and smart always!
We will always LOVE you!

The week has just started.
In God's grace, all my tests are over!
Phew!
That is a big sigh!
Homework have started piling up my desk.
Again I can't find my pens and pencils. .

Microbio mock common test is coming up!
Here comes the BOMB.
It is GRADED.

Finally, I am going to see my darling tomorrow! I didn't see him for 2 months you know! Yes, yes,
It's Jia Le.
I miss teaching too.
It makes me feel complete! ha ha!
Alright! have a great week ahead! yes you!:)

6TH WEEK OF SCHOOL

2009-11-23T21:50:00.004+08:00

Can you believe how fast TIME can pass?

Common test is just around the corner. Or, should I say around a near bend? Tomorrow is the day of my life! 1st Microbio quiz! Isn't this what EVERYONE was waiting for?
I feel so torn apart. My brain is so scattered. Everywhere has something!
Funny thing seeing a video of Flagellum during service. God's blessing is good right? He knows my future way better than I do.( DON'T BELIEVE ME ASK YI JUN!)

I want this week to pass fast! Awaiting Friday! PUBLIC HOLIDAY! WOOO HOOO! MY FIRST PUBLIC HOLIDAY IN THE SECOND SEMESTER!!
It makes me feel so great!!!

I miss Ling Yu like crazy! James, you are in my mind like almost all the time! Don't worry guys! We are gonna make the best out of the time we spend together!? Okay? I PROMISE:) ^^> DINNER= coming right up!

Let all this madness be over ok? We will all be freed of ALL obligations that are tying us down!

HANG ON GUYS!
WHOEVER WHO NEEDS IT, HERE GOES.

YOU ARE A WINNER. EVERYONE IS!
ALL YOU NEED IS TO BELIEVE.
WINNER NEVER QUIT!
QUITTERS NEVER WIN!
SO, WHAT ARE YOU WAITING FOR?
MOVE ALONG. DO WHAT YOU DO BEST!
GANBATTE NE!!~

ANNOYED

2009-11-16T21:11:00.002+08:00

I did not think twice before i blogged about this!
I am so pissed off.
I cannot stand MICROBIOLOGY AND ITS NONSENSE.
Seriously, I like the subject. But, the terms and hassle of remembering the sps MAKES ME CRAZY.
I FEEL LIKE ADMITTING MYSELF IN IMH!
Maths is so weird. What you you worked for, and what you get is 2 different things!!
Physiology Muscular system.
I can go and bang the wall. I am sure my brain muscles will be delighted.
I feel like freak.
I feel everything else except normal!

GOD, I KNOW THERE IS A REPLY. i TRULY HOPE TO GET A REPLY SOON!

i feel so burdened. I just hope this helps!!!!!!!

HAPPPPPY BIRTHDAY JAMES! <3

2009-11-10T09:44:00.007+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO JAMES TAN! WE LOVE YOU. J . A . L. S loves you very much!
Big Hug! Hope you had a smash!
Yeah, I do apologize for the Cake sucidal.

The butterflies fly away.
I am nodding my hips like yeah.
I am moving my hips like yeah.
I know I am going to be ok.

School is dragging me down. My head just feels like going BOOMZ.
Everybody is busy! Student and Staff day is finally here!
woah. IT FELT LIKE it was just yesterday we started practising. WOW!

Looking forward to this week. Have some BIG plans!
Here i start off! roooommm...!!!

FINALLY

2009-11-01T20:44:00.002+08:00

Finally, I have completed my MOL.
It does take up some time. I forget to keep track of time when I am doing it.

HOT NEWS: DEAR TEO LING YU GOT HER NEW PHONE!!!
W595.
Hot Pink.
Unlimited Sms.
Free Campus Calls.
WHAT ELSE CAN I ASK FOR??
This girl did not let me sleep peacefully. Started spamming me last night itself.
I am happy for her.
I know that J.A.L.S ARE HAPPY FOR HER!

Lesson of the day: Your tongue is the greatest enemy. It can kill you and save you at the same time. I am not asking you to be emotionless. I am asking you to use your weapon only when you need it. There are alot of things we need to be saved for. We need to be saved from our sins. I ain't preaching. I am telling the truth. Things said are like feathers thrown out of a pillow. Once thrown, it is very HARD to catch them back. I hope you did learn something from reading my blog.

3rd week of school is starting tomorrow. Awaiting it anxiously. Physio lectures and tutorials are cancelled! Microbio lecture is cancelled tmrw! WOOT!
Yet another week. Bring it on baby!!

2009-10-31T16:44:00.003+08:00

I have decided to listen to all of you.
I have decided to update my blog!
FINALLY!
It has been 2 weeks since school started.
The Sun never fails to rise. The Moon never fails to rise as well. Days are just flying. There is no stopping. Homework are piling ip my desk. I can't even reach over to take another paper. On the bright side, I PREFER this semester to the last one!
Apparently, not all the time we get what we want. However, as humans, we must learn to make do with what we have.

It was great to see all my friends! I felt soooo good!
The modules this semester are much more interesting. Anything is better than ORGANIC CHEMISTRY. tsk tsk.
HIGHLIGHT OF THE 2nd WEEK of school:
1) Shi Ting's birthday!
2)James birthday preparation
3) Halloween celebration
Shi ting!!!
Happy 17th birthday!
May the Lord bless you with all your needs.
May you be in the light of Him.

James!!! I miss you like crazy !!! Don't worry! You are going to have a blast on your birthday!!

Halloween is super boring. I couldn't get to go for the NIGHT SAFARI cos, it is tooo late in the night. The next day, I have to go for queensway tuition.
Speaking of which, ALMOST all my tuitions have been ceased for the moment. All their exams have ended.Only for my darling, Jia Le, I am commencing on 14 november. It will be exactly ONE YEAR SINCE I STARTED TEACHING HIM. can you believe??

Well, this semester means alot to me. A second chance fro EVERYTHING.

Well, been feeling down lately. But, school work has kept me going. I just feel like I have made sooo many mistakes. I am trying to rectify them.
Let Nature take its course.

I am of to MOL. I am still wondering who created the software!!

LONG TIME NO SEE . . .

2009-10-10T19:11:00.015+08:00

IT HAS BEEN AGES SINCE I BLOGGED. I truly apologize for the delay.

I have been doing ALOT of things.
Well, let me look at my calendars for September and October to update on the significant events.
1. STOMP training
2.Relief teaching
3.J>A>L>S
4.Hari Raya visiting
5.The proposal & the cove
6. Tuition
7.WE R DNA 18th birthday bash
8.MARINA square shopping

1. STOMP training has gone on for the past 1 month. Well, apparently, the 1st SGL showcase was fine. Apparently, I think that it would be a waste if the solo part was scrapped.. The rest is upto the organisers.

2. Relief teaching. It was a splendid experience. I think that being a teacher is not an easy job. Marking those PAPERS till 2am. It was amazing! Like a coin has two sides, I did experience the BEUATY OF IT TOO. Well, a good lesson learnt for meeting familiar grounds was the greatest MISTAKE I made in my entire experience. Nevertheless, the experience was intriguing.

3. WOOOO HOOO! I LOVE THEM. I LOVE EACH AND EVERYONE OF THEM. The way they make me smile and laugh. It is priceless.
Even though, there were moments when I felt I was wasting someone's time, I am very sure I treasured every single MOMENT I was with them.
Fighting.
Shouting.
Emoing.
Laughing.
Smiling.
Joking.
Insulting.
Screaming.
Winking.
Scolding.
Pissing.
Noobing.
These are all the verbs I could think of to describe those special moments I had with them.
All I can say is you guys have left me speechless and breatheless, I never knew I would catch this LOVE bug again!
P.S. Yes, Yes, i did enjoy every single moment we spent together. Yes, even the calling NAMES part.

4. HARI RAYA VISITING
It was great visiting all my malay friends house. Collecting HONG BAOS. KACHING!!!
FOOD: I just hope I don't put on more weight. I am already trying to fight off the fats I have!
The experience of hanging together was fun.

5.The proposal and the cove.
These are the 2 movies I watched . The proposal was great! So touching. Especially, the male actor , Ryan Reynolds who damn _ _ _!!!
The cove was about DOLPHINS>
Japan (TAIJI)is to mean to eat their meat! OH MY GAWDDD!

6.TUITION
It kept me going. Teaching my lovable students was great! I missed having my students listening to me as compared to when I am teaching and the students are busy talking away. YEAH<>

7. OOOOOOO!!!
IT WAS THE BEST BIRTHDAY ANY 18-YEAR-OLD COULD HAVE!
We planned for God knows how long!
It involved alot of head cracking, rehearsals, and LOVE.
The time we spent together planning was all worth while. I guess that I did realise that friendship is above anything in this world.
Yeah, it can get abit frustrating when things DON'T go as they are planned. But, adjusting to the situ is more fun than doing what's planned!!
Well, I just hoped the birthday boy did like it! Cos, honestly speaking, action speaks louder than words. or A MILLION WORDS? lols.

8. OMG! The Shopping was awesome! Man, I did spend a fair share on EYESHADOW/LIP GLOSS/MASCARA/BLUSHER/EYELINER/NAIL POLISH. You must be thinking I bought various products. However, you're wrong!!! It's all in all! Check out BELLA PIERRE!!!!
The sale at Marina Square was magnificient. I can't believe I bagged a dress for s cheap price!! LOL. NO worries! James, your birthday is so my MODELLING DAY! lols.
LOTS OF PICS: Facebook.
SELF-SERVICE please.

ALL IN ALL, I think that it was amazing! my 7 weeks of

holidays was not exactly well-spent, not exactly HAPPY. BUT,

I AM glad I spent it with my loved ones. However, every good

cause comes to an end. Mine is coming to that unfortunate

ending. Soon, the new semester is commencing. The life of a

poly student will be back !!

I do miss it a bit.....I admit!

I learnt alot of new things. About people, places, behaviour, words and even darkest secrets about myself!!! Seriously!:)

MONEY MONEY money..

2009-09-04T23:04:00.003+08:00

If only my life was this way.........

Money is getting a big issue now. I am not declared bankrupt yet.
I feel like my money is running out like water!
I hope that I am not the first one to feel that way.

SOOO MOODY.
Trust me, it is not fun taking care of a class of 11-year old " humans".
It is super scary.
FINALLY, I really understood how does a teacher feel.
They undergo A LOT of stress.
It is super annoying when students talk while I am teaching.
When Ms Sharmilee goes," the triangle has a sum of 180 degress....." , some random boy..."zzzzzz" Soooo annoying!!!

Now, I know how MR MAK feels.
I feel so guilty now..

Nevertheless, I think that I will learn my lesson henceforth.

Been taking alot of MRT rides.
Thinking of taking concession...... is worth it?

Yeah.. BACK to the money topic.
I guess I have to top up on my tuition slots by increasing my frequency of lessons!
OH GOD> MAKE ME RICH!

Dawn to Dusk

2009-08-31T19:16:00.005+08:00

It has been very long since I had blogged.
I realized I never exactly had the time to blog.
A lot of things have been happening.

1) Shun Li is leaving to Vietnam for 6 WEEKS.
2)Everyone is busy working including myself.
3) Exams are are all over the corner.
4)Being normal is tough!
5) CCA is starting back soon!

Time is going to fly. That I am absolutely sure.
Having tycoons around ain't exactly fun. Especially when they're your friends.
Well, I guess that you have to learn how to adapt to different environments.

Going back to Secondary school brought back memories.
Tons of them just ran through my mind as I walked past the classrooms and met my teachers. A teardrop rolled down my cheek as my maths teacher hugged me sooo tightly when we saw each other. I felt so at home. The warmth she provided us, the motherly love she showered us was fantastic. After all, we both have the same nicknames: sham.

Well, for the next 7 weeks, I will be "working" and doing relief teaching. If I disappear out of a sudden, don't hesitate to leave me a text message. I might have been called down for relief teaching. Do forgive me in advance if I do not turn up for outings and such. However, I will try my very best to make it for every single outing!!!

Leave your fingerprint but not your excess love of language at my tagboard!

2009-08-22T10:25:00.003+08:00

AIYO! 1 PAPER DOWN. two more to go!
Well, all of us didn't expect the paper to turn out the way it did. Whether it was good or bad!
Regardless of the outcome, all of us did well!
LOL.
Enjoy the world of studying. Trust me. You will only do it when you are in school. Even during holidays, you won't be sititng down to study.

Friends are people who are to be treasured.
Friends are the ones who will attempt to understand you regardless of what is the situation.
Friends will always be standing by you to help you even if you are suffering.
F-FUN-LOVING
R-RIGHT BESIDE YOUE
I-INTERESTED IN YOUR NEEDS AND WANTS
E-ENTERTAINING YOU WHEN YOU ARE DOWN
N- NEVER GIVE UP ON YOU
D-DETERMINED TO ACHIEVE THE GREATEST FRIENDSHIP IN THE ENTIRE WORLD
S-SHOULDER IS ALWAYS FREE TO LEAN ON
I have truly learned the meaning of friends.
It doesn't matter if you have many friends and you are well-liked or well-known.
It matters if you have one good friend who is always there for you. Standing by you in rain and shine.
Everyone will learn this one day.
Guess I did it yesterday!

2009-08-16T09:34:00.003+08:00

HELLO!
I have no idea who was spamming my blog. But, nevermind, I shal apologize first. I don't know what had happened. But, I always know that everything will be back to normal. God is always there for you and me.To whoever you may be, I truly apologize.

Well, school is officially closed. Well not exactly officially, but, I know it is shut for study break!
To all NP Students, do study hard and pass with flying colours!
Looking forward to the suggested outing at SUNGEI BULOH??
LOL> should ask the person who suggested it.
Ha Ha. Well, I am soooo waiting to go out! wahahah!

First paper, cell biology!
Wooohoo! 8 credits le! dun play play!
Let's study hard and play hard thereafter!
ADIYOS!

2009-08-11T11:26:00.002+08:00

WOOOOHOOO!!! ALL TESTS ARE OVER! oh yeah!
No Organic Quiz!
It's cancelled!
OMG. I am sooooo happy!

This week is super super relaxed!
Time to play! Whose ready for another round of MONOPOLY?
MUAHAHA..
I can't wait for the holidays! woo hooo!
I am so happy!

2009-08-08T21:49:00.012+08:00

Gomathi, Cheng Joo, Me!

S.M.Q.G Me+ Gomathi

m-LI PING
a-Danielle
z-JEANNIE
i- Amanda
a-ME!
h-Dorothy
I know the sequence it's wrong. It's okay. It's the thought that counts!

MAZIAH!

BIRTHDAY CARD + PRESENT

BIRTHDAY CAKE

MAZIAH 17TH BIRTHDAY, GORGEOUS CELEBRATION!
Man, the surprise was great. Even though, it was not exactly very very grand, we tried our BEST to make it grand.
we= CJ+ GOMATHI+SHARMILEE
lol.
I had to rush off after MR Mak Lecture. Never did I expect him to end like 30 MINUTES LATER!!
Well, I still managed to rush off LOL.
We started setting up our campus.
My great Lecture mates also wished MAZIAH her birthday wishes.
Ha Ha. :)
well, everything went well.:)
Rest of the photos can be found in FACEBOOK.

So.... I have learnt people change with time. They change for the GOOD and also for the BAD.
It all depends on one thing. PERSPECTIVE.
All you need is your mind set and everything will just work out fine.
Always look on the bright side.
It's easy for me to say. But, I know it is difficult to look on the bright side ALWAYS!
I understand.

Happy Happy Happy!
Stay Happy.
Be Happy.
Feel Happy.
JUST BE HAPPY:)

2009-08-06T20:04:00.002+08:00

NOBODY, NOBODY but you.
Why you try to make me leave you?
You Know I still Love You Baby.
And it will never change. (Saranghae)

I want nobody nobody But You, I want nobody nobody But You
How can I be with another, I don't want any other
I want nobody nobody nobody nobody

Why are you trying to, to make me leave ya
I know what you're thinking
Baby why aren't you listening
How can I just
Just love someone else and
Forget you completely
When I know you still love me

Telling me you're not good enough
My life with you is just too tough
You know it's not right so
Just stop and come back boy
How can this be
When we were meant to be

I want nobody nobody But You, I want nobody nobody But You
How can I be with another, I don't want any other
I want nobody nobody nobody nobody

I want nobody nobody But You, I want nobody nobody But You
How can I be with another, I don't want any other
I want nobody nobody nobody nobody

Why can't we just, just be like this
Cause it's you that I need and nothing else until the end
Who else can ever make me feel the way I
I feel when I'm with you, no one will ever do

Telling me you're not good enough
My life with you is just too tough
You know me enough so
You know what I need boy
Right next to you is where I need to be.

I want nobody nobody But You, I want nobody nobody!!!

New lyrics..:)
This week was slightly hectic...

2009-08-02T14:55:00.012+08:00

NDP PREVIEW(1ST AUGUST 2009)
It was a blast.
The fireworks were fantastic.
The goodie bag was sufficient to sustain us till the end.
ME AND LING YU HEADED TO MARINA BAY known an floating platform.
Man, the security checks were super strict.
It was a great time for me and Ling Yu to have fun. It has been ages since we hung out.
It was pretty much really crowded.
We got yellow and orange tote bags.
The NDP song was abit.... erm..no comments.
Not exactly rhyming.
Nevertheless, we had buckets and buckets of fun!!
oooooo... FIREWORKS!

ooo... heart+heart=LOVE!

wooohoo!! happy happy!

My yellow tote Bag.

The BEAUTIFUL FIREWORKS!

me and ling yu!!!!!

The NDP parade felt like total defence day cum racial harmony day. Well, we should still comment all those performers who put in so much of effort:)
WELL DONE ORGANISERS.
Afterwhich, we headed to makansutra gluttonsbay.
Well, Ling Yu had a craving for Hokkien Mee.
I had no idea a murtabak could cost a BOMB.

I LOVE GREEN TEA!!

We walked along SINGAPORE RIVER. I cannot deny the number of couples who were there.
Ling yu was truly amazed by the romantic mood this place possessed.
It was all broken into pieces after we lost our way! We ended up at Fullerton Hotel. I had no idea where it was. Apparently, we are both NOT EXACTLY STREET SMART IN CITY HALL AREA EXCEPT SOMEONE.
We ended up at the bus stop. To make matters worse, no bus came. We ended taking a cab! Do you know that is super expensive!!
However, we only had enough money to take till BUGIS.
Neither of us brought extra money that day.
In the end, I took the last train back. Thank God I managed to catch it. If not, I would have been stranded on the streets!!!!!

SCHOOLWORK
Cell Bio quiz is over. Pheww...
Biostats Practical Exam.
Cell Bio Practical Exam.
Have to choing till I drop dead.
Hhhmmm....
Waiting for the Holidays!
wahahahah!

2009-07-22T12:19:00.003+08:00

My heart feels lighter now.
The CCT is over.
Apprently, I think I didn't do that well as people were getting marks like 94/100.
Wahhh.. (claps,claps)
I think I am considered low la if that's the highest.

MOVING ON:
Cell biology test is coming soon.
That will be hanging over me for a long time.

Mariz fell sick. You will get well soon girl. Don't worry, I'll pray for you.

I felt sooooo lethargic today.
The rain just spolit everything.
I arrived at the location at 9.15am!!
OMG! I was like running for my life.
I went up Blk 37 instead of Blk 46.
Panic=lost.
T.T

Wake up wake up!!!! I seriously need a jump start now!

2009-07-20T14:56:00.003+08:00

WHAT A BRIGHT SUNNY DAY!

As usual, my mondays start with CELL biology lecture.
Apparently, today was casegrader presentation. After going through terrible stress on saturday night, i did not contribute much to the project.
I AM SO SORRY LAI KAH HO! I KNOW , WE KNOE YOU DID MOST OF IT. We are so sorry!
I am apologizing on behalf of the group.

Well, communication toolkit project is coming up.
I hope that it will end well.

This week is CCT Biostatistics.
well, it is on wednesday.

I am so worried for my Infotech module. I already did soooo badly for the practical test 1.
I wonder what bomb is waiting for me practical test 2. omg.
seriously la.

It seems Ling Yu is not feeling well. Get well soon okay?:)
Everyone is making plans to go overseas la! SO UNFAIR. EVERYONE IS GOING OVERSEAS EXCEPT ME!!!WAAHHHH!!!

Well, like I said before, some things just cannot be undone.
When they are over, no point trying to do it again.
So, don't worry.
Just move on.
I am sure great things will happen.
Heal the world.

2009-07-19T00:08:00.002+08:00

I AM SOOOO ANGRY NOW!
i CAN JUST BURST OUT!
i ALMOST WANTED TO BREAK MY LAPTOP.
However, I cannot do that.
Then, I would have to replace it.

You know, casegrader honestly sucked my soul out.
I am still in the midst of completing in!
I feel like excel is a waste of time, money and reosurces!
I just feel like suing the person who invented casegrader!

It seriously just want to cry and shout!

Next week is biostatistics test. Instead of studying, I am wasting my time doing this damn casegrader!
Seriously, I feel like that module just disappear into thin air. I will be extremely satisfied.

Upset, upset..
Damn annoying.
stupid excel.
stupid excel.
cannot take it anymore!
My heart is sooooo painful!

2009-07-12T19:39:00.000+08:00

Heavens. Finally, the week is over. DO YOU HAVE ANY IDEA HOW HECTIC IT WAS?!! Thank God all the Major projects are over for good!

Rolling on to the next week. Highlights: DENTAL APPOINTMENT What colour braces should I get? Enlighten me. LOL.

Do you believe it's going to be the 15th week of school. The holidays are coming. Most importantly, the EXAMS are coming.
On my mind: Amines and Amides Which smart person even suggested that we should study Organic chemistry?
The Poly Experience is OVER. DPA admission has also started. TO all those who seriously need this, GRAB the opportunity man! I am telling you. Opportunities only knock on YOUR DOOR ONCE.

National Day is coming! Even though I am not exactly a patriotic girl, I wouldn't suggest that I am TOTALLY ENTHUSIASTIC. Well, I heard that this year is pretty different. So, the surprise awaits me!
Had a blast with Cheng Joo & Gomathi. Maziah! You are missed. Nevermind, there is always next time girl! Here are some sweeetttttt memories.

Hungry for some juicy, creamy yoghurt... muhaha..

ME & CHENG JOO. SWEET!

The 3 of us!

CJ & Gomathis..<3
ADIYOS!

2009-07-07T21:24:00.004+08:00

LONG & short day.

After briefing today, Ling yu & I headed to SP.

We felt like some lost strangers. Never have I gone to an alienated place searching for FOOD COURT!

To my AMAZEMENT, it was kou fu. Our faces went like . . . .

The Jap food there was not bad. I would recommend it to anyone who heads to SP.

Well, I still think that NP has a wider range of food and more familar surroundings.

Trust me, getting lost in a a rival poly IS NO FUN!

The Poly Experience briefing left my jaw dropped as I realised I needed to borrow an FOC shirt. Apparently, Ling yu and I have not been to FOC.

Thanks to Shi Yi and Joyce, we were able to get a set. Thanks girls!

I feel that this week is passing slow.

As the days are packed, more things are needing to be done.

I learnt something. Never expect something from someone. You must be ready to accept anything. LOL. Interesting right?

I feel like some dialogue writer!

I feel so excited for Andrew's birthday!

Man, it is the greatest celebration I've planned in my entire life.

LOL.

Surprises, surprises. Aren't they cuttteee?

Finally, the creative presentation was over for Cell biology. One down. One more to go!

WOOHOO~

Oh dear, My darling Jia le fell sick. Please get well soon ok?

So that, I can come see you on Saturday.

Hmmm, I realised small kids are more prone to getting sick than adults.

HMMMM....I wonder if their immunity is low.

Shouldn't it be high?

LOL.

Just hope that he will be well soon.

P>S> is H1N1 dying yet? Please die out faster. You are causing misery to alot of people!!

2009-07-06T14:24:00.004+08:00

Wooo Hoo~
Back to school.
Familiar faces.
A very packed week ahead!
Everyday, I'll be home only at 10pm. That is sooooo disappointing.
Tired.
Stressed.
Exams are coming!
My Birthday was soo memorable. I just can't forget it.
MOVING ON.
Let's look at this week.

Tuesday- Creative Presentation

Wednesday- LSCT society Meeting + Poly experience

Thursday- Toastmaster's Meeting

Friday- CQ Presentation

Woooaahhh!! Alot of things going on ah..

Ha Ha. Actually, I rather take MINDWORKS than communication toolkit. Seriously. It just drives me insane!!

I am so waiting for all the projects to end. Apparently, nothing seems to be ending.

Persevere.
Work it.
You'll succeed.

renovation!

2009-07-04T20:35:00.002+08:00

Woooo new blogskin for sham! :D
HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY GIRL!!!!!!!!!!!! ~

-Cheng Joo

2009-07-04T20:31:00.010+08:00

HAPPY 17th BIRTHDAY TO ME!

It was a splendid day!

Thank you to my Family for cutting the cake!

Thank you to

Andrew Ng Jun Hao

Teo Ling Yu

James Tan

For celebrating my birthday at Vivo city!

New Blogskin.

Sweet!

Finally, I will be very happy to blog frequently. With this new skin, New memories will be created.

Evidence:

Trust me, I look like some ghost! CELEBRATION AT HOME!

Someone here looks like a model.. Uh-hmm!

Ling Yu, James, Drew

Me and LY: Portrait shot

WooHoo~ check out the SUN!

Drew & Me ( Someone thinks he is like some star hiding behind the pillar!)

Me,Ling Yu, James and Andrew

Me And Ling Yu! Titanic cum Bollywood!

Thank you once again to everyone who has wished me and showered me with blessings.

I indeed feel blessed.

2009-06-14T20:29:00.004+08:00

Common test are over!
Hello Holidays!
No need to waste my time in the morning thinking of what to dress.
I do not need to take a bus to school to make sure I get my ass there by 9am.
There is no need for the next 2 weeks.
WOOHOO~
There are also many things to be done during this break.
Relatively short break.
Seriously need to rejuvenate.
Or whatever u call that.
1)Cell Bio Project
2)CQ Project
3)Infotech Project
4)Oganic Chem essay
5)Commtoolkit formal presentation
That's alot!!!
GOOD NEWS: I got into LSCT SoCIETY!!
WOOHoo!!! cool seh!
The cream of this situation was my great friends are also in!
COOL MAN!!
YAAHHOOO!!!

I will be heading to the 4E5 '08Chalet.
Well, it's been a long time since i went to the east side!

PLS PLS have a LSCT DPA OUTINg!
I am dying, correction alive to go out!!!

2009-06-03T21:01:00.002+08:00

MY LAPTOP APPEARS TO NOT LISTEN TO ME.
The engineer came to my place to fix it.
Apparently, my CD-drive doesn't work.
Hence, I couldn't reboot. Well, now, he will return on friday to repair my battery cover and CD-drive.
THANK God for my lappy's recovery. Thanks guys for wishing all those well-wishes as well.
I felt so handicapped without it during biostatistics lecture and Infotech.
Sitting there to shake leg is a tough job, you know!
The week is sweeping itself fast.
Common test is coming soon.
Soo... people please do your best people:)
waiting for 10 june 2009!!

2009-05-31T18:43:00.003+08:00

"Climb" has been stuck on my head.
Just completed CELL BIOLOGY quiz.
Mr Mak said our batch set a new record.
I wonder what it is.
PONDERING.....
Common test is in 2 weeks.
Constantly falling back on my books and projects.

No idea as to why my laptop is giving 1001 problems.
So annoying.
Shall I send it for servicing...?
This is my last slacking weekend.

I am awaiting the holidays.
Even though they are short, they are meant for a purpose.
BREAK!

Yet another week is going to pass.
It will the start of JUNE.
woah!
It felt like I just entered POLY.

Acoording to LING YU, my post sound emo..
So this post is really really damn exciting!
Awaiting for the fun things in life! woo hoo~~~

2009-05-23T20:49:00.003+08:00

The week passed fast.
O.O
The modules are getting tougher.
I am starting to feel the pinch.
I though O'levels was tough.
This is tougher.
Many thanks to those who helped me up.
Thanks Jing Guan for your help in Organic Chemistry.
Thanks Dr Eddie Ong for explanation on carbonyl groups.
Thanks Ling Yu for listening to all my whining and standing my me.
Thanks Willa for sharing your life story.

Cell Biology quiz is coming up.
Feeling scared.
Depressed over Biostatistics quiz and Infotech quiz.

I learnt that what might appear easy is never easy.

Speechcraft is what I have been waiting for.
Even though I have done public speaking all my life, this is a good competition.
Waiting for wednesday.

Friends will come.
They will go.
But, not all will come again.
I learnt that the hard way.
LOL.
Well, just learn to cherish things while they are there.

Study Hard.
Play Hard!

2009-05-17T00:40:00.003+08:00

Random QUIZ FROM GOMATHI BLOG. :)THANKS!

1. Besides your lips, where is your favourite spot to get kiss?-
Forehead.

2. How do you feel when you wake up this morning?- CAN I sleep some more....

3. Who was the last person you took photo with?- Hmmmmmmmmmm,Sarah and Vimala at bugis library.

4. Would you consider yourself to be spoiled?- Maybe, yes. This is what happens when you are the youngest... mmuhahha..

5.Would you ever donate blood?- Yes.

6. Have you ever had a best friend who was the opposite sex?- Yes! duh!

7. Do you want someone dead?- No la! O M G I will go to JAIL.

8. What does your last message says?- NgeeAnnPoly:reminder: Influenza- A temperature taking exercise in campus this Monday, 18 May 09.

9. What are you thinking right now?- I need to slepp soon...

10. Do you wish someone to be with you right now?- Yes.

11. What is the time you go to bed last night?- I think 12 midnight.

12. Where did you buy the T-shirt you are wearing now?- A tourist spot.

13. Is someone on your mind?- Yes.

14. Who was the last person who texted you?- Ngee Ann Poly( I feel pathetic!)

15. Tag 10 random people to do this survey.
1) Ling Yu.
2)Andrew
3)Jing Yi
4)Maziah
5)Cheng joo
6)Gomathi
7)Mummy
8)The guy disturbing Ling Yu.
9)Kah Ho
10)Lalita

16.Who is no. 2 having relationship with?- CURRENTLY, SINGLE.

17. Is no. 3 a male or female?- Female.

18. If no. 7 & no. 10 get together, would it be a good thing?- You mean like picnic? yaya!

19. What is no. 1 studying about?- Chemical and Bio molecular Engineering.

20. When was the last time you had a chat with them?- recently la.....

21. Is no. 4 single?- NO, she is with Hasif.LOL

22. Say something about no. 3.- She's been my friend for 5 years. I love her beautiful personality. You can be with her like all day long!

23. What do you think about no. 3 & no. 5 being together?- I think they will be good girlfriends. But, not in the wrong way. . . .

24. Descibe no. 9.- My lifesaver! He is a great friend I can always rely on!

25. What will you do if no. 6 & no. 7 fight?- Hmm. . I don't know. I will sit down and watch.

26. Do you like no. 8?- No. He is annoying my friend. I cannot take it when Ling Yu is like upset la! Friend's problem is my problem!

End of quizzzz~

2009-05-16T14:44:00.002+08:00

Weekend is finally here!!
wooohooo!!
yeah!
cool seh!
Thursday was super cool!
with ling yu and andrew!
Night at the musuem. not bad seh!
I feel like watching the part 2 in the cinema.
haha!

Bugis library was like not bad seh!
The mircofilm setting was a bit tough at first.
But, after that Sarah and Vimala got a hang of it.
I was like THANK GOD!

GREAT WEEKEND.
WOOOHOO!!!

2009-05-13T19:35:00.002+08:00

lalalalala.
I feel so untouched that And I want you so much
That I just can't resist you
It's not enough to say that I miss you
I feel so untouched right now
Need you so much somehow
I can't forget you
Been goin' crazy from the moment I met you

Cool.
studying like crazy.
slacking like mad as well.
being missed.
miss being me.
lovin' how things are actually
things might seem imperfect.
I think it's the imperfectness that makes it so perfect.

Phone + me = no match
Mariz + hwee chin + Willa + sharmilee = cool lassies
Happiness + love = Sharmilee
Jun Hao+ Ling Yu + sharmilee = CRAZINESS!
Biology= LOVE
Live my life.
Life= hard work + stress + hatred + resistance + me

I wonder who you are to tell me what to do.
You are not my loved one, boyfriend, friend, brother or any sort of relation to me.
I may look tough on the outside.
Tough words might come outta me.
But, trust me, deep down in me.
You don't want to know how hurt I already am.
Console = not you!
JUST GO AWAY PLEASE.

ON THE OTHER SIDE OF LIFE.....

I am feeling good man!
Great friends.
Great food.
Great tuition students I have.
Hardworking ones.
Hardworking mummy
Studious friends
Good girl.
me?
Hahaha . . . . .

Love the rain though.
Making me go insane la!
Everyone is moving on in life.
That includes ME.
Leaving behind my past.
People are pulling me back.
I don't even want to go near it.
It is my greatest enemy.
I do not go near foes.
The dictionary has taught me that foes are meant to be far, farrrrr awwwaayyyy.....

Looking forward to the great things in life!!

2009-05-09T22:58:00.003+08:00

IT HAS BEEN A LONG TIME SINCE I POSTED. LONG LONG TIME.
RECOVERED FROM FEVER AND FLU.
THANK GOD.
missing dpa days like mad.
now, organic chem= okok.
stats. thanks mrs chan personal tuition, i understand better.
cell bio rules!
I love MR MAK!!

Waiting for the right time to disappear outta school.
Honestly, I am super stressed.
I would want to go out.
sleep! i miss my long naps!
i miss ling yu and andrew!
i miss everything I had before school started!
oh my. oh my.
Life currently is undergoing alot of adpating process.
making new friends
I think T03 BMS ARE super unique la.
Haha.
The people in there would know why.

For the record, I do not like old man!
everyone thinks i do!
I DON'T!!

I just had to Say it! black and white.

Life is not always about boys you know.. . .
Boys are not going to be there till the end of time.
They will eventually disappear!
boys, boys, boys.
i don't know if life is going to stay stagnant if girls did not know of such a species called boys.
okok, I shall stop my nagging here.

School. home. tuition. friends. dancing. partey!!

2009-04-22T12:41:00.002+08:00

Stressed.
Super Stressed.
I am feeling so down.
Modules are killing me.
Making new friends.
Learning new things.
WOAH.
I totally need a break man!
Well, I am tackling new subjects.
Learning life at a different perspective.
Well, I am just waiting for what is in-store for me.

Let's wait and see.....

2009-04-20T23:03:00.002+08:00

FIRST DAY OF SCHOOL

confused.
frustrated.
annoyed.
happy.
contented.
Lecture notes= out of sight
Classes=long hours
People=alien

Cell bio= rules!
Biostat= confined
InfoTech= nightmare
Organic Chem= Hot love
Comm Toolkit= God knows

DPA= steady
= take a chill pill

Now, Life is like a roller coaster ride.
Starting afresh. Glad went invisible to known souls. Glad to have accomplish that.

Missing those empty corridors.
Ample seats in MAKAN PLACE.
Arriving at own pace.
Having long lunches.
Frequent games.

memories do fade away.
thoughts may re-create them.
future, can u keep up?

2009-04-19T18:50:00.004+08:00

Past three days were definitely one the most memorable days in my entire pre-poly-starting-syndrome.

Thank you Ling Yu and Andrew for withstanding my emo-self on friday.
Nevertheless, I had a fun time on Friday. Chua Chu Kang is not exactly my dream spot.
It does account as a beautiful place.

This week was the last week of HOLIDAYS.
I have made many MAJOR decisions in my LIFE.
I am very sure that they are right for me.
Thank you GOD for finding me 2 great friends who stand by me no matter the weather.
I haven't tried SNOW yet.

Even though, we argue 24/7, it's the care and concern we have for each other that brings the best out of us.

School is STARTING tomorrow. Great things are awaiting to happen. May the GAMES begin.

Transport companies do not exactly show mercy on me. My mother is going to kill me literally when she finds out her card was retained because I transferred the FUNDS to my POLY card.
HALLELUJAH to myself!
SO much for the transfer.

I went for DURGAES 7th birthday party.
He is one of my best tuition kids I ever had.
May God bless him on this beautiful day.

As Saturday is a busy day, my %$#^$% EZ-LINK card cannot be activated till 20th April.

Wow. SHOCKING NEWS.
My coins were "donated" to the Land Transport Authority.
So much for the activation.

THE WORLD IS SMALL. FANCY MEETING PEOPLE THAT YOU KNOW FROM YOUNG IN A PARTY THAT WAS SUPPOSED TO BE AN ALIENATED PARTY FOR THYSELF.

Well, I am one simple girl who just hopes for miracles to happen in a short period of time.
Simple = complicated?

My crazy self in CCK PARK.

2009-04-11T18:11:00.007+08:00

10 fast facts of sharmilee devi d/o rajasekeran:

1. She loves Grass-jelly soyabean milk
2. She loves to dance like a crazy freako like there is no tomorrow.
3. She has no sense of humour when she is all stressed up.
4. She starts to smile continously when a hot guy's presence is felt.:P
5. She stucks in her stomach like mad when she is really scared of something. Worse than vacuum cleaner.
6.She loves to read romantic novels.
7. Biology is her life.
8. No matter what happens, she will stick up for her guts.
9. She likes to take bus rides than mrt rides.
10. She is so in love with seedless green grapes. It just makes her go crazy!

The week is almost coming to end. The holidays are also coming to an end.
School is starting.
This question has been in my mind. Is grey shirt like hot or or what?
I don't know why i keep on saying hot!
HAIYO!

Hmm...I guess it's a side effect of reading romantic novels.

UNIQLO is a Japan store. SHARMILEE#ANDREW#LING YU
Tampines mall is starting to be my best friend. I am so lovin' it! Well, at the same time, it kinda burns a small hole in my ez-link card Nevertheless, I think it's worth it!

I have already packed myself with alot of things. I don't know if I am busy enough. I hope that things will go fine.
I believe that God will have his final say. I shall leave it to God to decide.

I learnt something new today. The boy I am teaching has a UKRAINE mummy who studied MICROBIOLOGY. Interesting of me teaching their SON tamil.
I can't believe she gave up her life after studying in medical college to bring up her kids.( I will never do that!) She said " my children are my greatest achievements." I thought how great a mother is. I reflected upon my mother and my future self. WOW. I truly salute my mother for being able to double role 24/7.

Apparently, she gave up her hopes and dreams for her children. Did I say that her children are super cute. I bet that they will grow up to be super hot in the future! ( common sense: ukraine + indian= super hot!)Too bad I will bo too old to date him by then.

I think that the world is so interesting. Humans are able to spice things up regardless of who they are and where they originally come from. That inspires me alot.

2009-04-10T00:39:00.002+08:00

Timetable: not exactly what I expected!
Thanks Ling Yu for your kind words! You are the best. You know that!
I hope that Li Ping is going to SAVE ME! Indeed, she is gonna save me!
Apparently, everyone is back from LSCT camp. Hope things went well!

It is Good friday.
An important day for all christians.

This weekend is so gonna be playful and naughty!

I just realised something today on my way to Durgaes tution.
If you were to listen to "crush" by David Archuleta, it ain't gonna help if you have a crush. Go listen to it. You will understand why. I was laughing like a mad woman when I realied this in the bus with the ear phones stuck in my ears. Cool eh?(Ciao)

Going to Tampines One. Interesting of a girl living in Bukit Batok going to Tampines to shop. AMAZING>
Apparently, when you 2 crazy friends who love JAPANESE STUFF, you just have to love their craze! Or should I say them?

Yep! The shop(whose name I can'r remember) is having super crazy sales!!!
Hmm, I just hope my savings account has enough cash to feed me after spending my life off at TAMPINES!

2009-04-08T21:48:00.003+08:00

I truly miss all my poly friends. They are the precious gems that God gave me. I have never been that close to a large group of friends. I feel so at home. I feel so comfortable that I never want to move out of this circle.

Thank you, NGEE ANN POLYTECHNIC for giving me this great opportunity.

Life is currently picking up speed.

I have been slightly busy having as much fun as I can before school starts. Yeah!

I will be heading East again on Friday. I love East!

Recently, the induction programme took place. Well, it was alright. I felt that the camp is cool. I am really going to hear alot of cool stories from a trustable source. LOL.

Aites, gonna hit the road. Many more happy little events on their way. . . .

I despise you. I truly do.

Please stop stalking me. I really cant take it anymore. I may appear strong. but, i ain't that strong.

Oh God, I hope there is a good explanation for this.

2009-04-05T12:31:00.008+08:00

FRIDAY

It was picnic day!

LOVIN' IT!

It was a great day!

Sharmilee, Andrew & Ling yu

Headed to Marina Barrage.

It was a successful picnic.

Packed with Taboo, Rummikub, Uno.

Food = DELicious.

=Scrumptous

WEEKEND

Slack.

Sleep.

Eat.

Read Novels.

Tuition.

2009-04-03T08:19:00.001+08:00

Happy 17th birthday to ESTELLA POH WAN TING!
May God bless you from high above!
Let his showered love be in your presence at utmost times.
You have played a MAJOR part in my DPA life. Seeing you every morning before going to school brightens up my day! Stay cheerful always! XOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXXOXOXOXXOXXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXO

It all started with some stalking that led to this surprise birthday party.
I wouldn’t call it a party. It was a gathering for the 7.30AM gang.
Life game was super cool!
Andrew- married with 3 boys
Iqbal- married with twins and one boy
Estella- married with one kid (sorry, I forgot the gender!)
Sharmilee- married with no children!

I feel so stupid and mean for stalking her for a whole week.
Well, Keryn did manage to webcam through MSN.
Thanks girl!
I had a brilliant week.
I am so worried. May God bless all my friends with the expected grades.
The tomorrow is in your hands.
Let the tomorrow come.
Let’s do this man!

2009-04-01T10:14:00.002+08:00

Sleep. eat. tuition. tv. clean the house.
What else can a 17 year old girl do during her 3 weeks holidays?

Plenty in fact.
Planning outings again.
Woot!! I am so keyed-up.

Did I mention novels?
Since falling in love is out the question, I at least get to read love novels..Or should I say ROMANTIC NOVELS?

There are still many activities I would love to do!
There are still many secrets I don't know.
( Hello! secrets are meant to be unknown!)
Hmmm...Blame my slow instincts. They have slowed down for the holidays!

Praying for all my loved ones!
Stay safe ok?
Don't get into trouble!
Or perhaps, I should stay safe....
tsk tsk tsk...

baby, baby..
When we first met
I never felt something so strong.
You were like my lover and my bestfriend
All wrapped into one
With a ribbon on it and,
All of a sudden you went and left.
I didn't know how to follow.
It's like a shot that spun me around and
now my heart left.
I feel so empty and hollow.

And I never gave myself to another
the way I gave it to you.
Don't even recognise you hurt me.
It's gonna take a miracle to bring me back.
YOU'RE THE ONE TO BLAME.

yOU GOT ME CHECKED INTO REHAB.

2009-03-27T20:57:00.006+08:00

ECP OUTING

It was our destination for thursday.

1. ANDREW NG JUN HAO

2. TEO LING YU

3. SHARMILEE DEVI D/O RAJASEKERAN

Loads of fun.

Felt the love, abundance happiness.

CYCLING.

Woah. Shiok seh.

We taught Ling Yu how to ride. She was almost successful.

Jia You!

Ate at 3 different places.

Enjoyed watching " HOTEL FOR DOGS".

Whole theatre to us. ALMOST!

Man, the movie rocked me out!

The sunset was at the wrong side. SO, we couldn't catch much.

I only remember catching up on grandmother and grandfather stories.

Yoga was also a main element during sunset.

It was brilliant. Breathtaking.

We marshalled ourselves to BEDOK.

I was an east-sider for a day.

PROUD TO NOTIFY THAT.

I felt eccentric about east crowds.

It so changed my presupposition of that area.

The sheer wall we sat on was beautiful.

It looked more like a hill in the beach.

We will soon be concocting another cycling day.

It is going to be A-W-E-S-O-M-E!

Here are some heart-etching pictures!

2009-03-23T21:53:00.004+08:00

FIRST DAY AT WORK

Today was a beautiful day.

Reached work on time. Learnt new things as being part of an events company. Enjoyed it!

Watched "Paul Blart: Mall Cop".
It was comedy. I found Alvin more funnier than the movie. Jasmine was soooo into the movie. LOL.

It was fun walking around BUGIS looking for dress. Don't worry, it's not for ALVIN. It for JASMINE. muhahaha.

Waiting patiently for schools to call me... In fact, I have not been conversing in Tamil often. I hope I don't sound funny during relief teaching. During tuition, one should look at DURGAES face. He keeps laughing when I converse with him in Tamil. Oh well..

This is what happens when you forget your mother tongue. LOL.

Great week ahead! Looking forward to cycling with my BEST PEEPS!
I would never waste a day without you!

Movies! Popcorn! POP!

2009-03-20T11:00:00.005+08:00

aloha!

These days are pretty much passing by.
Well, I have been at home. Glad to be in fact.

I just have been eating, sleeping and cleaning.

Not forgetting my tuition kids. Thank god i get to pass time with that.
I have a great week ahead. 4 weeks before school starts.
I guess the best is yet to come.

Woot! I can't wait for next week!

Things don't always go exactly to what we plan. Nevertheless, I believe that God has lined up for me abundant plans.

Trials are culminating my life.

Interesting incidents are happening. What's next?

2009-03-18T00:04:00.002+08:00

It was a bright sunny day.
OK, not so sunny. . it rained abit.

Headed to NP TO GET MY laptop fixed.
There is like 1001 problem with my laptop. I was super annoyed.
Glad to meet my PEEPS!

MAKAN PLACE.
The name speaks for itself.

BUGIS JUNCTION!
Well, walked round and round.

I am really bankrupt. Feeling the heat man. I don't even have enough money for myself. . . I FEEL LIKE MY WALLET HAS A HOLE!

Headed to see Jia Le as usual. Man, i scared him with a ghost story today. LOL. He was scared. OK, i was slightly mean. But, i enjoyed it. So, did he. I FASCINATED HIM! yay!!

Alright, NSC for me!
Heading to National Skin Centre soon.
Aites for now!

2009-03-16T20:08:00.005+08:00

It has been a long, long, LONG time since I blogged.
Alot of things have been happening around me.

I had just returned from BinTan Leadership camp.

It was A-W-E-S-O-M-E!

I AM tooo lazy to upload the pics here. Please check them in Facebook.

I enjoyed talking till 3am with Kelvin Ling Yu, Man Jie,Linda and Susila!

Yesterday,Ling Yu and myself went to the It fair!

It was super super packed!

Can you believe that I was queuing to take the stairs!?
ANNOYING!

Nevertheless, I caught good deals!

I bought a CANON IXUS 80 camera!

Me and Ly bought the same one!

Did i mention purchasing LENOVO THINKPAD X200?

My daddy and brother were like compelling me to buy it. SORRY JANE.I did not buy Fujitsu!

Afterwhich, we headed to a Japanese restaurant!

The food is super delicious.

We ate on behalf on ANDREW NG JUN HAO. . . Not only did we eat, we walked alot! searching for a RING. Don't get me wrong. Neither of us are getting married.

I am supposed to buy it for Jane. Don't get me wrong again! It's cos I have been using her ring. So, in return, I wanna buy her a new one! That's for my great sister!

I am glad that one of my headache is gone. One of my tuition asisgnment was dropped. I will take it as God's blessing! I am thankful for it! Praise the Lord!
Thank you Lord for giving me Abundant LOVE and HAPPINESS!!

I was supposed to go to work for the EVENTS producer! Guess what?! i did not turn up for first DAY OF WORK. ANNOYING RIGHT?
HE SMSED ME " HEY, YOU PLAY ME OUT EH?"
I GOT a shock of my life! Man, I used the skill I learned at the leadership camp to liase with him and assure him that everything is fine.
So, my life is great! With all the people I love aruond me!!
Life is B-E-A-U-T-I-F-U-L.

I am waiting for more challenges and temptations. These temptations are trials as to how much I CAN withstand THEM.

P.S. Glad you know where you stand. Get away from me. Or else. . . . the consequences are terrible!

PEELINGS

2009-03-08T22:12:00.006+08:00

The last day of the week.

It is soon to be the first day of the following week.

I will be going for an overseas leadership camp tomorrow.

I would like to thank CHENG JOO FOR RENOVATING MY BLOG. Thanks girl! Love you!!muacks!

I have not been feeling very well. For those who are unaware, my voice box is currently healing. I have gastritis. I am praying for healing power from the LORD.

So, please do not act heroic and try to scream at me or make me jealous that your voice is louder than mine. Man, I will get pissed.

My surroundings are changing. Feel like tearing myself apart.Everything seems so trivial.

Why are you doing this to me?
Are you making me your victim just because you can take advantage of me?

Do whatever you want while you can. After I am fully recovered, you will never see me again. Trust me.

Don't ever forget that God is always watching us.

Peace. I want you. Surround me. Reside in me. You are not a desire. But, a necessity.

Live with me till my last breath. Silence.

2009-03-01T19:49:00.004+08:00

sore.
really sore.

I need a break.

Will I get it in Bintan?

Yes! Hopefully!

Need to re-prioritize.

What happened to me?

Where is the old SHARMILEE DEVI D/O RAJASEKERAN??

Searching....

DPA (Amazing grace)

Miss my best friend, BAVANI....

memories!

2009-02-28T08:50:00.007+08:00

Rough, rough week.
It was not easy going through it! Let me Re-cap all the stuff that happened this week.

Thursday
Pizza hut lunch with my star buddies
(Ronnica, Ling Yu, Jane, Andrew)
Well,it was good memories.
I headed to tuition after lessons.

Friday
Headed to Biopolis for an industrial visit. It was really fun! I am really glad that all the misconception and yada yada are cleared up! YAY! Love my gang!!(hearts)
Thereafter, headed to Westmall with Mr Ng. I managed to borrow some books for my darling( Jia Le).
I have been praying hard that my voice does not get worse. I want to recover! i don't wanna spend more money on medical bills! I am already going bankrupt.
I truly pray that the Lord who is residing in me will guide me through.

2009-02-25T21:51:00.003+08:00

RAINBOW! i saw A BEAUTIFUL Rainbow today on my way out to SIM bus stop.
This week is quite an hectic week. Not only projects are due, I have been running around for my tuitions. Well,apparently, I am waiting for the overseas trip to come.

PRojects are piling. I am still not happy with my voice. I have not been able to do bible study. Well, i need to re-prioritize. LORD! pls help me!
The presentation are all next week. Things are going ok.
All i need is strength and love!

May the LORD be with me and all my loved ones.

MONEY HERE MONEY THERE! i am like going bankrupt man!
argh!! so annoying!

AS for my usual gang, Andrew, ronnica, ling Yu, Jane are as usual laughing arouund cracking cock n bulls stories! LOL..!

I really need my ez link card fast!!!
My money is draining man!
I think i need a ATM card that dispenses money for free from the machine!

2009-02-20T22:47:00.003+08:00

Long, long day.
Today, it was so rushing everything.
S & W was like weird...the salsa beat like funny.but, it is nice!

NSC, the nurse was nice!!
Sorry Andrew for not being able to meet up per plan.
Today, Jurong Island is quite far but, we managed to get on in time..
headed to West mall popular to buy some assessment books and bought some birthday presents.

well, i have a tight weekend ahead. Bring it on!

2009-02-19T22:34:00.003+08:00

It is going to be the end of the week. Piling projects have decreased slightly. Things are going smooth with group Projects. I had a usual filling of God's words. I have done something great...I feel like I might be making a mistake. But, i think that it will be fine.

Everyone is starting to feel the heat. The heat of books, work and everything.

Currently, my life is moving on with God by my side. He is always watching over me. I am praying for all my close knits. Not to worry, you are always in my prayer. My gang: Ronnica, Ling Yu, Andrew, Jane ARE LEARNING ABOUT each other more. I think that it is going to be the best memories. I really hope that ROnnica will be in my class. I really hope so... Man, i will really miss her!!God, please grant my wish...

Hmmm... today, almost everyone asked me if i had a presentation. Nope,I was filming. So, I had to look like some kinda business woman. LOL

OK, it;s time to turn in. Good night!

2009-02-14T19:48:00.003+08:00

HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY!!!

It has been a long time since i posted an entry. Well, school has been keeping me busy.
well, things are going great. MOst importantly, i have not been waking up on time.
I have no idea why!
I WOULD SINCERELY WANNA APOLOGISE TO MR NG JUN HAO, ANDREW for making u wait so long in the interchange for me! sorry! IQBAL Too! i;m so sorry!!!!!!!

It has been close to a week since I updated my blog. I have been having back to back classes. Lunches, dinners, tuition and class assignments.

I had 2 tests this week. Well, I did do well upto my expectation.

Well, there are still many projects to be handed in.

I truly need internal motivation and strength from God to push myself forward. I have been running around for tuition because My P5 girl is having her CA1 exams.

Good news: I did not drop Jia Le. YAY!

It felt so good to see him! He just brightens up my day. That was on tuesday.

I have been extremely tired for the past few days. Hence, my alarm has not been ringing efficiently. I just hope that things will get better.

14 february 2009
It was a fairly normal saturday.
Went to see my darling, Jia Le. He was as usual cute!

Well, not much to update le. Things as usual. I need CJ to renovate my blog soon. Not now la, maybe later!

2009-02-06T21:33:00.004+08:00

Hey hi!
This week is one of the busiest week in POLY life.
Well, Projects are going smooth. I am trying to finish them. Working on it.
Today, the whole DPA gang( meaning the 130 students) went to Red Dot Museum and URA. It was cool and really interesting. Due to certain circumstances, I am unable to to upload some photos.

Life is great with People like Ronnica, Ling Yu, Andrew, Sofian, Jasmine, Estella, Iqbal and many more... too many to be named here..

I am looking forwards to alot of Dinners and Lunches. I have quite a number to attend. I feel good that people do remember me:) haha! well, I love to go out! especially, I was suppsoed to catch a movie with my sis-in-law. Sorry, cos i am really too busy! sorry:( don't worry! The day is arriving soon!

Well, nothing great has been happening in my Life. Valentine's Day is coming. I am dreading that day honestly.. I also don't know why.. I know! Cos, I don't believe in relationships!!
Except the one with God.

Alrighty! I have tons of things to get done!

P.S. I removed the Tagboard. Some of you might know why. There is always God watching:)
I submit everything unto this hands.So, no worries guys. I will get this place renovated soon! YAY!

2009-02-02T18:41:00.008+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO JANE!!!!
Birthday girl kenna blocked in the photo! haha! It was blast man today in MAKAN PLACE IN NP!!
Haha! She was rather shocked!
Credits:
Andrew Ling Yu Sharmilee Tobias Sam Keng Yong Estella

Today, school was tiring today. CATS, cha cha, CATS!
OMG! What in the name of JESUS was i doing? I was in school attending back to back classes!!!
Haha! Well, all of us were discussing about Valentine's Day.... Ling yu is working on that day. SO, i can't go out with her. She actually planned a singles party.. SIGH:(

Hmm... well, school is getting slightly more stressed. I just have to pray and open my heart out to GOD to help me! LORD! SAVE ME!
ALright, i'm gonna shower and get my homework done!
STUDY HARD DPA PEOPLE!!

2009-01-31T21:20:00.002+08:00

Wahlas, People of earth!

Today, it was a hell of a bang day. Speaking of which, Bank was my first stop. Had to run some errands here and there. Today, is the last day for my student rate bus fares:( sighs---
Went for tuition for P5. I have been wanting to drop my P1 Kid tuition asisgnment. I really can't cope la! Honestly, Super tiring! I like wanna die siah!
Have been asking arnd what to do.. honestly, worse to worse I have drop him.. SAD:(

Afterwhich, I slacked at home with Tv and Lunch. Cheng Joo came to my house for tuition:)
It was good!! Now, here I am starting to do my project. B4 that, I need to gather all my Info. I have 1001 projects due man! Actually, only 3... but, it's alot!!!!!!

Hmm... well, life goes on. God has to honestly, show me some signs on what to do. I also have to make some harsh decisions.. A bit sad. I'm still in agony and confused state..
God,SOS!

2009-01-30T10:11:00.005+08:00

JAE Posting

I would first and foremost like to congratulate all my friends who got into Ngee Ann poly! And for those who got into JC. Congrats! Hope to see you all soon!!

Yesterday, Drew and myself went to Chinese Heritage Ctr. It was quiet and cool. It was rather nice. I don't know why i kept on saying beautiful... AIYO.

Lunch, Man Jie, Jane, Ling Yu, Drew and myself went to Jurong Point. FInally, i managed to collect my POpcorn GV card! Afterwhich, we headed to school. I was like already Brain Dead la!
Mr Kwek was like happily teaching the class. Luckily, after he started class, I was like back on trac. Phew! I love Mass Comm Lecturers! They are so cool. I am like super sad that i didn't do Mass Com. It's ok. I can still do my degree in it after my MBBS.

After school, Ling Yu, Drew and myself headed to IMM for shopping. Ha ha.
Drew proved me wrong that guys are bad in choosing clothes. I always had the mentality that Guys are bad in choosing stuff. ( NO OFFENCE)
After yesterday, I changed it!! HAHA!

HAHA.. tired siah yesterday! but, FUN!

Today, is a long, long day. After soooo long, Jew Yen and I are going out! That hardworking girl finally decided to take her off!

Later, I need to teach tuition later at 4pm..
Wkend super packed man!! Next week, even worse. School is from 9-5pm EVERYDAY!!
OMG!
here are some pics of the CHC
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That's Drew. That's Jane and Ling Yu!!

2009-01-28T21:33:00.003+08:00

FUN, fun day at school. I handed in my CATS assignment. Apparently, due to unfortunate circumstances, I couldn't print it at home.

THANKS IQBAL!! FOR SAVING MY LIFE WITH THE ASSIGNMENT!
Life is great at NP! It's brilliant in fact. As usual, Iqbal, Drew,Estella and myself went to school together.

Today, Ling Yu and me almost died while doing Cha cha. Man! It's tiring.
Finally, we completed Set B.
Haiyo! there is still something called next week!!

Had tuition with CJ and Maz dropped by! So nice of her!
Tuition as per normal.. Nth out of the blue! Alright!
Tmrw, we are all ponning school together. It's Heritage tour! Me and Drew are going to CHINESE HERITAGE CTR. Jane, Man Jie and Ling yu are going Fort canning Park.

Hmm.. I wonder what's up at fort canning park! LOL!
Tmrw we will find out.
* YAWNS* time to turn in already!

2009-01-26T13:10:00.003+08:00

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR TO ALL MY LOVED ONES!!!!

HAPPY 21st BIRTHDAY TO MY DEAREST SISTER, LALITA D/O ARUNASELLAM!!

Yesterday, we had our own version of CNY celebration at my periamma house. We played MONOPOLY and SCRABBLE. Well, i sucked at scrabble! I should have played it before my O'levels. At least, it would have helped.

Monopoly went on for hrs and hrs. Finally, we called it a draw.

Yesterday morning to afternoon, I was out with friends. I met more of them! Left Novena Sq at abt 4+ pm.

I have yet to complete my projects!!

Well, today is cleaning up day. I'm really too tired la!! Hmm.. no choice. Just have to persevere.
I also learnt something new.

To walk with the ungodly(wicked) is not good. Sitting with them is even worse. What about making friends with them?

2009-01-24T18:50:00.003+08:00

The sun is/was bright. As usual, I was up early. Cheng joo was coming for tuition=)

I was sitting and marking all her work that I have been holding up for sooo long. Sorry. Not to worry, it's all marked. YAY!

Today, It was a normal slack day. Except, I didn't see my sweetheart, Jia Le. So sad.. I can't see him for soo long. Thanks to CNY, his mum said that we can continue lessons after CNY.. *weeps*

CJ, Maz and myself went to KFC to LUNCH. I honestly am starting to hate fast food.
#1: It makes me fat easily.
#2: I think I can go bankrupt easily!
#3: Eiikk!!! It is super not healthy!!

I have been scrubbing and cleaning my house for CNY. Well, only difference is I don't exactly celebrate it. Yep. My study balcony is finally all clear for studying!

My voice is half-back. The only problem is that I need it fully back. When I talk to people on the phone, they don't even recognise my voice. MUMMY, how could you even forget my voice??!!
Actually, I understand... It is quite scary to hear it when I have a SORE THROAT.

I have a long day ahead tomorrow. I hope to have fun!
I pray that things will turn out well for all my loved ones. I am praying for you all. Definitely, God will show you the solutions to your problems. Most importantly, you have to help yourself before God can help you.

FLASHBACK:" Thank you, Mr Kwek (mass comm/ Mindworks lecturer) for repeatedly telling that a person doesn't need plastic surgery to be liked. All you need is a beautiful personality and a cheerful one.
E.g. If a boy gets dumped by a girl, raise your hands above and towards the air and tell yourself " Thank god! Now, I'm sure that there are more beautiful girls out there!!!"

2009-01-22T22:25:00.003+08:00

It has been a few days since I blogged. I am trying to get used to the Ngee Ann timetable. Trust me, it's super weird. I end up playing like Monopoly, shopping at VivoCity.

School is starting to get more heavier day by day. Well, Life is going smooth. Today, we had our 4 hr break. Jane and me were trying to sleep. It was to no avail. Haziq met us for Lunch at Makan Place. After that, we went for lessons. I was almost asleep. Thank god! I didn't sleep.

Today, I went to teach Dharnish( primary 5 indian girl). I was actually shocked that it was an indian Family. I am glad with how things turned out. Best part is, Her mum asked me to teach her till P6. I almost fainted on the spot but i controlled my emotions...

Yay. Tmrw there is no school. I'm like super tired. But, Tmrw I have to see my (Ah Peh) Doctor at National Skin ctr. Actually, he is not that old la. I just wanted to add some dramatic effect.
*yawns* tired... time to close shop..!

2009-01-19T19:20:00.003+08:00

Back to school.

I had CATS module first!
It was fun I would say for first day of school.
Yet, some people named, DREW, was late for lesson. Still can ask me where is the building...

After that, we headed to MAKAN PLACE to eat BRANCH.
There were too many people that lunched together! Let me try and remember all the names,
Drew, Ling Yu, Jane,Man Jie, Ronnica, Nicholas, Gary.. The rest I can't remember.. LOLS.
Dr New gave us our new timetable. I fainted upon seeing it! Back to back classes. I'm gonna faint!

Today's Cha cha lesson, nice man! It's so beautiful. At first, I was like pratically lost with Ling Yu. Soon, we got it!! YAY! Jia You!

I headed home straight after school thinking that I had tuition. Then, it got cancelled. I couldn't go home with Estella. Sorry:(

I'm tired and decided to call it a day!

Resting Day!

2009-01-18T14:41:00.003+08:00

Today, the sun has been shining brightly.
It went smooth. Finally, I completed the Design for my New cupboard. Too bad I don't have a Diploma in DESIGNING WARDROBES...

I went for Lunch at Westmall. Main reason: I went to look for a new Vacuum Cleaner.
Man, Prices have gone up!!

Now, I'm having the whole house to myself. My voice is still undergoing REPAIR. It hurts...
(suffering in silence)

Well, Gonna just eat and sleep today.
Sweet Dreams(:

2009-01-17T21:59:00.004+08:00

It has been a day since I have been back from NPP. I honestly am telling you Ngee ann is the Best place if u wanna
No#1: Get a good Diploma
No.#2: See hot guys and girls
NO.#3: Have fun!!!!
Let me like briefly tell about The NPP first.
Day 1:
It was cool la. There is alot of freedom. I loved the Ice breaking Games. First time ,in my life, I went to a camp that never restricted you or punished you for anything!!

Day#2:
It was more fun after sleeping with the girls. Me And Xin Li shared a room. Estella and Wei ting slept in the Living room. Sheleen, Ying Ying and Ling Yu shared the master bedroom.
We also went as a group to Bukit Timah Plaza to buy our BBQ stuff. Since we won the AMAZING RACE 2nd place, We got extra $15. So total, $80.
Thank you< sam for giving me the scroll. I am so proud to pass it Estella too!! YAY!! Andrew.All the guys in my group started becoming ANDREWS.It's becuase i started calling all of them the same name.
Andrew #1: Austin
Andrew#2: Tobias
Andrew#3: Keng Yong
Andrew #4:Sam
Andrew #5: I forgot... sorry
The "zouk out" we had is sooooo cool!! I enjoyed dancing with soo many ppl! Shirlyn,estella, Haziq you guys rock!!!!!!
Day#3: Tired like anything!!! I got into Dance sports!! Yeah!! I might be joining NRA.
My lecturers are sooo cool!
After sitting everywhere, my backside is in pain siah! I lost my voice totally. I can't talk!! SO, those who want to call me, try to sms me. Cos, hearing my rough voice can be a bit hurtful...

Today, I went to see my darling, Jia Le. He was like .." you must go home? teacher, can play with me for while?" HE is sooo cute!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I went to meet Maziah for her Edusave Scholarhsip. Well, It was kind of fast.
After that, we headed to JE LIBRARY for her art research. She is doing MASK. so, i think got alot of thinking la. FYI: Even though i hate art,I got distinction for it ok!! in Lower secondary! thanks to Mr Charanjit. God knows where is he now...

NPP just rocks like hell la!! The photos are in Facebook la. Under Sam. i am super lazy to upload. Cos, no.1 not all photos are with me. NO.2: it takes some time le!! HA HA.

Alright, I have a long day ahead tomorrow!! Praying for all kind of miracles to happen!

2009-01-13T09:35:00.003+08:00

Yesterday, it was one of the worst days of my 16+ years on Earth.
Even though, my PSLE Cert, I couldn't make it to Crescent Girls, I was not that depressed. But, My O'LEVEL grades are OMG.
Actually, I did well. So, For those who saw me crying in the Hall like hell, I'm so sorry. But, Actually i DID well. It's just that BIOLOGY I did not do well. I have loved BIOLOGY all my Life. Never have i Once hated it. I poured my love for it as though it was my BOYFRIEND. In return, I got distinctions for it for the past 2 years. Suddenly, For O'levels, My grade was like SHIT!!!!!
I wanted to appeal for a check. Well, after talking to Drew, Mummy, Vignash,Daddy, Mr Yap(Principal), MOE Customer Service Lady, I changed my mind. I even wanted to RETAKE my BIOLOGY. COS, I feel so heart-broken.

L1R4- 11
L1R5-14

In god's Grace, I have a place in Ngee Ann Polytechnic( Biomedical Science). If i did not get in through DPA, I think i would be in the streets right now.

Let's look at the bright side!
ENglish!!!! I got B3!!!!!!!!!!!!! I love DREW to the Max!! If he never taught me, I Swear i would not have even reached the B3 region. Thank you soooooo much!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

E-maths..A2! Yahoo!!!!! Raymond!! Lots of love to you too!! I have known you for 3 years. That yrs have been the best in my life!!!

A-maths- B3.
NO.1 It's a miracle.
I everytime get C6. Mid Yr I got D7. NOw, i got B3. I am soooo shocked!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!Lalita Akka I love u alot!!! Without you, My life would be in danger zone!!I was supposed to drop this subject. Yet, Miss shamsiah, Honestly, she made me like convinced not to drop it.

Combined Humans.- B3
A bit disappointed cos, I was like supposed to get A1 or A2 at least. But, I have no idea. I am never trusting Prelims. I got 87 ok for prelims! Man, I feel deceived.

Physics-B4
Mr Ooi. I made u proud in the end! You see, even though I am the last student for Physics!!I fail physics almost every single time!I did it! I got a B4. Lalita Akka thank you!!! EVen though u hated it, you taught me! It's great!

Tamil- A2
Thank you, Drew for convincing me not to retake my Tamil!

BIology- It's a disgrace. I am not going to talk abt it. Well, I got a C5. I don't care what people want to think. I don't give a shit! I know, God knows, My friends know, I am good in Biology. For the past 2 yrs, I always hit the A and B region. Never below that. unless rare circumstances arrive. NEvertheless, I am going to do my very best in Polytechnic! Sorry Mrs Wong for Disappointing u.

Chemistry-B3
Mrs thong and Lalita Akka. Without you, I would not have done well!!I did not finish my paper for O level. Yet, I made it to B3. Lord, Thank You!!

Well, That's about it! My mother, is the greatest soul who has always been by my side and suppporting me!LOVE YOU MUMMY~

Well, What is over is over. I don't care what people think. To me, I did my best. I have succeeded. My physics and A-maths I have done better than i am supposed to. Even though, My biology did not result in what I am supposed to get, I am going to take it as a lesson well learnt and move on. I Believe that GOD has shown me a lesson and I am ready to learn from it. Without God, NOthing is possible Thank you lord for all the loved ones I have!!

Let's look at the bright side, I am camping in Ngee Ann for the next 3 Days. So, the next time I blog would be weekends. SO, Yeah! Wooot!!

P.S. I don't give a shit about my English in my blog beacuse I got a B3!!!! Which is super good!!!!!!!! So, Hack yeah!

happy happy happy

2009-01-11T15:56:00.003+08:00

My body is like aching everywhere!! I returned from the my brother's 24th Birthday in the ALOHA CHANGI CHALET. Well, I did not sleep the whole night. My sis-in-laws and me were chatting the whole night off. We headed to Changi Village to whack some DELICIOUS CHANGI NASI LEMAK at 5.20am.
The photos are uploaded in Facebook. Please check it out there. HAHA.. It's great that all of us enjoyed ourselves. Well, even though, Rekha and me were slightly bored, the time spent was fun!

I took a train back FROM PASIR RIS TO BUKIT BATOK. I like want to die!!!! I slept throughout the whole journey till CLEMENTI. I showered and slept at 8.30 am. I woke up at 3.05pm, realising that I had missed Cheng Joo tuition!!!!!!! After attending to my stupid phone, I was not shocked to see 6 missed calls and tons of messages. This honestly it does irritate me cos, when the phone is with me, not a soul will call me. When it is faraway from me, 1001 people will look for me!!!!!!

SO SORRY CHENG JOO KUEH QIAN RU!! PLEASE FORGIVE ME FOR MAKING YOU STAND OUTSIDE MY HOUSE!!!!! DUI PU CHI!!!! SORRY!!!!!!!!!!!:(:(:(

Well, I'm gonna clean up my place before Cheng joo arrives. Tomorrow is my results day! I am happy and sad. It's like an end to my secondary school Life!!! Sighs....it's ok. Ngee Ann poly.. HERE I COME!!

2009-01-09T21:46:00.007+08:00

Today, I met a lot of people. Firstly, I went to celebrate Xiu Zhen Birthday with Jew Yen, Li Lai. Jasmine couldn't make it. Don't worry, You are dearly missed!!! We just ate all the food we brought.

Well, after that I headed to Lot 1 with Xiu Zhen. I met Sha Sha. We went to Cotton On. We were practically running around the whole place before we finally came to a decision. I am broke. So, Sha Sha did most of the shopping. LOLS. I met the beautiful Maziah at IMM. We did tea break at Long John Silver. Super "good place" for tea break. LOLS.
Then, apparently, some guy called Derrick Hoh was like performing. Cheng Joo called and it happened she wanted us to take pic of that guy. I waited for that fellow like 1 Hour!! CJ, u owe me and MAZ big time!!!!!

At first, his pic, he looked weird la. But, after that, I saw him real life and thought that he was quite Handsome.. LOLS. Not bad... After that, I came home to help Mummy with housework!! Afterwhich, I am now on the computer. Well, I have to prepare for the weekend. I will try to blog during the weekend. O level results are in 2 days' time. I am like praying and praying. God, Please help me here!!

2009-01-07T22:47:00.003+08:00

Man. I am tired. I have no idea why. I did not do much le...
Went lunch with Danny. Swensen again!!!!!!!!!! Luckily, I did not turn into MURDERER.
Hmm.. Met Sha Sha. I headed to Lot 1 to get the top.

Today's Dance class rocked!! Yan Qing u rock!!! LOL.
Isolation almost killed me. But, it was ok.

Now, I am home to see my HP with sooo many Messages and missed calls. One day, I wanna throw my phone away. Cos, sometimes, when i expect a call, I never get it. When i leave my phone somewhere, It just starts beeping~

Oh god. I just heard the heart attack. It's confirm 12 Jan!! I am sooo stressed. Like hell!! Soo scared I wanna die!!!! Man!! I am soo bloody scared!!! SIGHS> pressure!!
God, I'm worried. oh man. Pls help me ease my stress.

Ok, I'm tired. GOnna shower n sleep. GOOD NIGHT

2009-01-06T09:03:00.006+08:00

Jan 5 was a suppppeerrr tiring but fun day!!

After I went to Sakir house to tuition, I was about to faint. I had an empty tummy. I had to endure the boy's nonsense. Man, boys are soooo hard to please!He was like not happy with anything I did. Before I went, my mummy lectured me like nobody's business about patience and how to handle a K1 kid.
FYI: I don't have children!!!! If i do, i would at least have some experience in handling them. Well, I did a great thing. I dropped the assignment. I patted my back for doing such a brave thing. This was my first.I was a total newbie to this kinda things. I never reject people. It was so difficult!! My heart almost tore when I saw Sakeenah( sakir, younger sis) almost cry when I left. Well, I have no choice darling.... :(

After which, I headed to Dhoby Ghaut with Yapri!!! I bought some nice clothes. The main reason I went shopping was to buy clothes for Poly. Honestly, I don't wanna end up looking like a beggar when I go to school.

We waited like soooo long for Bus 175. Priya was cursing and swearing at the driver. Poor him....LOL.

We headed to Bugis. Man, it was humid and raining. I enjoyed shopping there... Priya was like saying " you stayed in singapore for soo long and u have never been here.." Sorry la. I don't even know that people shop here. I thought they only go bugis junction. We ate at swensens in Plaza Singapura. The funny part was.. Priya's Main course had 1001 additions for free.
Like ice-cream, soft drink, Soup. I was like laughing at her cos she could not even eat finish the chicken. She was like already groaning after the ice cream came. Must be good girl like me. *cough* Order only the salmon sandwich(:

We walked continuously in Bugis for like 2hrs. Chilling at Macdonalds was the best we could do before i headed for school at 7.15pm. I bought Donuts from Donut Factory. On my way after school, I headed to Imm to get the Agar-Agar Stuff for Xiu ZHen Birthday. Coincidentally, I met my brother and my sis-in-law at imm. Ha Ha!! YAY. My brother can drive me home!! WOOT!!!!

Tired seh. Watched my favourite dose of Grey's Anatomy and Reaper before bed. My addiction speaks for itself.

Tonight, I'm seeing Jia Le. The thought of him just cheers me up.

P.S. O'level results are on 12 Jan 2009, 2pm. Please don't be late.

slack day

2009-01-04T21:54:00.009+08:00

~B O R E D O M~

Today, quite slack. I was running in and out of my house.
REASON NO#1: MAKE Appointment for my sister pedicure!
Reason #2: Go to the Pedicure
Reason NO#3: Leave my wallet at home to go Pramilla house pass her a card.
Reason NO.#4: Take money to eat out with Gomathi
My father was thinking that i was mad to leave and go out like that.
I was just talking on the phone to my sister-in-law about my brother's 24th birthday celebration at ALOHA Changi. Need to prepare ma....

Well, Me and Goms ate seafood near my place. The food is super filling. Thank God for the food!! Without Him, nothing is possible. Praise the Lord!

WOOT!! It's going to be a long day ahead!! I'm praying hard and with all my heart for my O'level results.I am soooooo worried. Can't it be over like soon?! I shall forget about that for now and concentrate on what I have. Alrighty, I am going to sleep. G00d N!ght(:

Saturday

2009-01-03T21:15:00.004+08:00

Normal saturday.
It's the day that always starts off with Jia Le. I went there about 10 minutes late. At least, I was never late for tuition by an hour or more unlike some people.
Nevertheless, Mrs Lim understands. I taught him about shapes today! He is so cute! Honestly, he is one reason why children are still beautiful!

After that, I headed back home to hand my brother his birthday present. It was not that expensive la. It was just something from my heart.. I think he is going to look awesome when he puts it on!
I had a nice , long chat with Priya on the phone. Feeling boredom, I switched on my DVD to watch "Race". It's a hindi movie. Man, it's thrilling. Honestly!! I am like wow! Brothers also can be like that? The actors and actresses looked suuupppeerr HOT!

Don't get me wrong. I am not a hindi movie fan exactly. I watch it like once in a BLUE moon.LOL.

Alrighty. It's home alone I guess. Hoping for the sun to come out tomorrow!!

2009-01-03T01:54:00.001+08:00

**Yawn**
Tired seh.
Well, we just celebrated my BROTHER'S 24TH BIRTHDAY!! Someone old already la.(12am)

I became counsellor for Goms today. LOLS> no la.. it was just a chit chat session. After i taught Cheng Joo tuition, I QUUUICKLLYYY rushed to shower and leave the house.

Today, I headed to Zion to teach Sakir. Well, he was rather more disciplined today. Interestingly!

Well, I learnt something.. when somebody needs you, all you need to say is " what's the prob."
If the situation is reversed?! The reaction changes..Nevermind..

I met Sha Sha at JP for JALAN JALAN. I bought a durian cake and Pandan Cake. My sis-in-law(to be) planned together with me to surprise my brother. She bought the birthday cake. Well, he is not an easy person to surprise. Anyway, on 10 Jan, He is celebrating it big at Aloha Changi:)

Hmmm... here are some pics...

The rest of the pics can be seen in my face book. Check it out there~~

HAHA!! I managed to talk to bavani after such a llloonngg time!!! I miss her soooo much!!! LOLS>
I hope school was ok?! 5N1 is a tough place huh? C0ngrats for getting class monitress!! Love you BABE!!!! Catch you after school on monday?(:

i hope that everyone is having a great time:)

First working day

2009-01-02T07:37:00.004+08:00

Everyone is in school. I'm like practically shaking my leg at home.
The New Year Party was honestly just not up to my expectation. But still, I got Manfred to dance!! Don't worry, i will be seeing you every sunday very soon.
LOLS. Jonathan is one of the best dancers i can think of. Plus, He is soooo Hot!!!!!

Hmmm...The Bachata Jon taught was awesome! Thanks Ya!! Shen too!! She was shaking her butt tooo much but she looked damn good!Anyway, Katrina tried to do the Bachata Man style. Well, it did not end that well. It's ok dearie! LOLS! Sha! i wanna kill you for disppearing suddenly. You left me hanging!!

New Day

2009-01-01T09:27:00.003+08:00

Good morning. The sun is shining brightly. I am sitting near the sun. Safely I can say that, I am roasting in it soon.

(31st decemeber 2008)
I got my hair permed yesterday. Ben, my hairdresser, practially made me look like Barbarian! Thank god it's only 2-3 mths. I was supposed to do twisted curls. Well, it ended up as...(no comments)
That stupid Manicurist made Pramilla wait for like 4 hours. I was like forget it! I felt so bad cos at the end of the day nothing was done for her. Sorry Babe!!

When I came home to see my phone, I had sooooooo many missed calls and smses. I practically was experencing a heart relapse!! Well, there was a problem. I was the root of it. Spending about an hour making phone calls and smses, it was kind of solved. I still feel very remorseful and guilty. I am trying to forget it as God has said in the bible that we must always summit everything in the name of JESUS. We must never doubt His ways. I did my very best. I summited everything unto his hands.

Nevertheless, I went off to Periamma house for the New Year party.. With my brother who was literally dragging me to the car! He got a heart attack when I was sitting and crying and staring at the ceiling all at once. I guess the love for me made him want to find out what happened. Thank you but Ha ha! Better luck next time!!

I did not even wear the dress. I just left with my brother with whatever I was wearing. I dunno if I met their theme. It was formal wear...Hmmmm...(still in doubt). Everyone was too worried about my hair! Don't worry, it will go off in no time!!

As the part went on, the VELUSAMY bonding activities were so great! They had Velusamy IDOL. I sang Rehab by Rihanna. There was Deal or No Deal. Family Version.
My family only won $10 000. I was laughing my head off! There was also the mimic contest.
I made plans with Davita about the youth group. I promised her that I will definitely make it to all MEETINGS this YEAR! Don't worry Dav, I have nothing better to do in life! No more O'level Excuses.
The food was fantastic!! Courtesy to Grigga Akka.

Hmmm... We left about 1.30am. There was a road block along Bukit Batok. He let us pass. phew!
It is already new yr!! Now i have to start writing 2009 in all my work. No more 2008. I hope this year, i will make less mistakes. I already made too many last year. I cannot afford the same.

Another resolution i made: READ THE BIBLE EVERYDAY!!
I really hope that I do follow. I made to many excuses not to do it everyday.

Tonight, Sha Sha and I are going to school(ACTFA) for the New Year Party. LOLS. I hope I finally get to tango. I need to put my skills to the test ma!
I will post up the pictures tomorrow if possible! I hope everyone has a Great Day.
MUACKS!

Last Day of the Year

2008-12-31T13:26:00.005+08:00

I can't believe I am angry on the last day of the Year. SO much of problems!
Sighs---
Yesterday, My whole world rocked as me Maz And Cheng Joo went to watch Twilight. Edward Collins is SOOOOOO HOT! Here are some pics...

I honestly hope Hasif does not find out what Maziah is doing to Edward!!
Well, We had lots of FUN!! Hmmm... It was actually a last minute decision la. Lols. haha..
I bought new sandals. It was freaking expensive at NODA!!!!!
LOL.
The best part was when we wanted to watch the movie, I was supposed to go tuition for Jia le. However, his mum coincidentally smsed to cancel tuition. I was so happy! Saved me my breath! Thanks Mrs Lim.

Hmm.. Today is practically pretty bad la. I caused Life endangerment. I am very sorry. It was done unknowingly. I think best is to forgive and forget.

Packed

2008-12-30T08:42:00.005+08:00

Yesterday, I was honestly toooooo busy to blog. SO, here I am now.
I can't believe i woke up at 8am in the morning just to teach tuition. It is so crazy. Yet, I did it.
The boy is actually worse than what i expected. I always thought that kids were cute and all. After yesterday, I finally realised that my tuition boy is toooooo far from the word"CUTE"
Please! He is tooooo hyper active. Worse still, he does not know his ABC. I don't know if it is a blessing or not. But, I am going to take it as the LORD had some purpose in handing this boy over to me for the next year.

Met Gomathi and Maziah in the afternoon to get the boy's books and some of their own stationery.
The best part is I saw someone near the Boon Lay MRT. The person that JY mentioned to me last month. I was like wow. and whatever attitude. Three of us had our lunch at my house.

Afterwhich, Goms left to her house. Maziah stayed back for awhile. Hmmmm... I was rather entertained by her as well!! Evening, I headed off to the damn Bukit Merah! AGAIN!
I met Sha Sha( Dance Partner) at KFC below before heading up to ACTFA. She was too busy thinking about ANTON when she met me. Aiyo. This girl cannot get her crush over ANTON!
I did POP n Lock Class as well. I told myself that i am never taking this class up for the rest of my LIFE!! I can't move like a robot. When I did some of the POP movements, I ended up turning into ISOLATION!!!! I am like "WHAT THE HELL!!??"

FYI: I don't like people touching me without permission!I hope that was understood to THEM!

Headed home with Sha Sha. Sorry Sha! I was too pissed with some idiot that day. Correection One idiot! We talked in the upper deck of the bus as though the whole bus belonged to our fathers.

Turned in early just to realise i am going to see my 3 Darlings today!: MAZIAH> CHENG JOO> GOMATHI for study session!

Here we are. This was taken I think weeks back after we went bowling. Sorry, I could not take a picture of Hasif when we al went bowling. Sorry, Maziah!
O'levels coming babes! You can do it! I am always beside you!

Not forgetting my Darling,Xie Jia Le. I will be seeing him tonight! It's a date! He told me he likes Dinosaurs. Maybe, I might be heading down to library to get some Pre-schooler books for him.

Hmmm... I guess I am going to be busy in 2009. I hope I will still manage to have fun while working hard. Thank god my school starts earlier so that i can settle in over a longer period of time. It takes a while to get used to a new environment.

Alright, gonna go clean up before the angels appear at my door!